Adolescent Suicide *Sequel to All I Am*

I Never Told You What I Do for a Living: I'm so Dirty Babe

My feet ached, so did my stomach. My hair was greasy and my phone was blowing up with calls from everyone; from Lin to Drew to my manager.

It had been three days of me searching for Erin. I hadn't been home or to the studio or anything in almost a week. I really need to go home. I thought as I walked through the doors to a Starbucks. I went and sat at a table in the farthest corner from everyone and called Shadow.

"Hello? Gerard?"

"Hey yes its me." I yawned. "Do you have anything on Erin? Like at all?"

"We opened her bedroom and found her phone. She has several missed calls from work and a few from CeCe. When we called CeCe back she said they let her go and now they have Erin. We havent talked to her since" she sighed. "What have you gotten?"

"I met this girl. Her name is Veronica. She told me she could help me out, were meeting later tonight. Call CeCe again and ask her if she knows any whereabouts of Erin."

"Will do."

"You guys are the best." I hung up and let my face hit the table. Ive never felt more exhausted in my entire life, my energy supply was running low. I tried to stand up to buy coffee but I just couldnt make myself.

"Hey sir, we're closed." someone said as they tapped my shoulder.

"Huh? What? It's like noon." I looked at my phone, 23:07.

"Um, no sir. Its 11 o'clock. But my coworker and I decided you could have the last of the leftover paninis if you'd like."

I looked up at her and smiled. "Thank you. You two are very kind." I said taking the sandwiches from her. "Im sorry for sleeping in your shop, I didnt mean to fall asleep."

"Oh, no youre fine. My coworker wanted to wake you up sooner, but you just looked so peaceful."

"Im glad you let me sleep," I laughed, "Ive had a hectic few days. Thank you again!"

"Its no issue!"

I started walking towards the girls house, when I bumped into someone.

"Hey dude, watch where youre going!" He yelled.

"Im so sorry. I just-"

"Gerard?" A pair of hazel eyes looked right at me.

"Frank?"

whooooo, an update! thank you for being patient with me. i really appreciate it!