Doctor Knowles {FIN}

32. Rockedt (pt. II)

Bey POV

"Is that a hickey?" He asked.

Shit. I cursed in my mind.

"What, no. Where?" I responded trying not to sound nervous. I knew where it could be but I didn't want to touch it, it would make it obvious.

He stood up and pulled me to the mirror. He tilted my head a little to the left and there was a huge purple bruise right there.

How the fuck did I miss this?

"That's not a hickey." I simply stated.

"What the hell is it then, Bey?" He asked twisting his face up.

A part of me wanted to tell him the truth but I couldn't.

"Uh... Um" I was opening my mouth but no words were coming out.

"Exactly. It's a fucking hickey, Beyoncé."

"Michael I-"

"Tell me who put this hickey on your neck."

I had no clue what to say. I'm already in too deep, telling the truth was going to make it worse.
Instead I stayed silent.

"You said you stayed with Rihanna..."

"I know."

"Did you really?"

"... No."

"Wow," he said after a long pause.

"Baby,"

"Don't 'baby' me now. I never expected you of all people to be out hoe-ing around" He said shaking his head. "Once a hoe, always a hoe."

His words hit me deep and it hurt.

"I am not a hoe."

"Who's the father of your child again?"

I gasped and mushed his face. I damn sure wasn't ready for what came next.
He hit my ass back. Left hand. Across my jaw. My back hit the wall and tears flooded down my face.

"Bey! Shit! I am so sorry." He said trying to stop me from sliding down the wall.

I shook my head no and kept sliding.
I will not be in one of those abusive relationships like on tv. I won't do it.

"Go."

"Beyoncé, I really didn't mean to."

"But you did it. Get the fuck out."

He softly kissed my lips and whispered "I'm sorry."

I sat on the floor, crying and holding my jaw.

It's not even like he hit me soft. He rockedt my shit. I felt like he could've broke my jaw.

I crawled over to my phone and dialed his number.

"Jay?" I sniffled through the phone.

"Bey, are you crying?"

"Yes,"

"What happened?"

"He hit me..."

He paused. "Please tell me you're fucking kidding."