Not So Perfect Fairytale||Niall Horan {HIATUS}

Goodbye

Hey guys.

So, I was talking to a friend yesterday night (not mentioning her) and I made a horrible mistake. Now, she's mad at me.

She's been my best friend for more than 6 years. She's like my sister.

We first met during our pre-school days. We used to HATE each other those days. And I have no idea why.

First grade rolled in, and we suddenly got along. A mutual friend of ours, who we now both hate, introduced us to each other properly. And we ended up being best friends. SISTERS.

We were stuck with each other - not that I minded. Even when we had different classes, we still remained as close as ever. If not, we became closer.

But last night, I guess I took the teasing way too far. When she explained how hurt she was, I felt horrible.

I said sorry, but of course, sorry doesn't cut it. And guess what our fight originated from - a DM on twitter.

I always say to her:
OH MY GOD. I GOT A DM WITH (insert celebrity)

Just to tease her. And this time, she finally told me that it hurts for her when I do that.

And when she got mad, I couldn't do anything. I knew nothing I could say or do would fix this.

So I just, left our conversation at that. And I cried. Cry, cry, cry.

I always thought that when you break up with a boyfriend, that would be the biggest heartbreak you can experience.

Turns out, losing a best friend - a sister - is far worse.

And if she happens to read this, I'm sorry. I'm not trying to make myself look like the victim here. I know what I did was wrong, and that I hurt you. But please don't let something like that ruin 6 years. 6 years of memories and friendship. I'll be waiting for your forgiveness for eternity. Even after death, whether I go to Heaven or Hell, I'll still wait for it.

Remember what you told me? I can't remember the exact words but it went a little something like this:
"I would rather give up my whole existance than our friendship"
I'd still do that. And knowing that you said that once, keeps me thinking "I have a chance. She might still forgive me. We might still be friends"

To end this author's note, I bid everyone goodbye. I don't think I can finish this story anytime, knowing that my best friend is mad at me and most likely hates me.

And to my best friend, don't you dare forgive me just because of the book (although I'm sure you weren't planning to). It'll just make me feel worse.

Anyways, that's all.

Thank you to all the people who read and enjoyed this book.

xx Athena