♥Is This Love♥

Life

Miah POV
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I still couldn't process the thought of me might being pregnant.
*RING RING*
I look over and I see my phone ringing. "Hello?" I said. "Umm...Yes this is Eric's mother on the line. Do you know where he is?" She said. I just froze and didn't know what to say. I had to tell them but I was afraid on their reactions. "Uhhh....Eric...... Is no longer with us" I said. I thought they took it literal but they thought he was wth someone else. "Oh okay. Could you tell him that he should be home bye 8:45. We have to go to his grandfathers funeral tomorrow" She said. "I mean Eric is not WITH US. I'm sorry to say this but Eric is dead." As I said that his mother began screaming and crying thinking it wasnt true. "Nooooo!!!!!This cant be true. He was all we had. I dont know what to do anymore!!!" She shouted out on the phone. "I'm sorry Mrs.Martinez but I have to go." I said then hanging up. I still couldn't face the fact the Eric was dead. And its only been 2 days. I remember when I held his lifeless hand and saw the cuts on his arm. All the scars and bruises. No wonder he wore that sweater to school. He never took it off. And I was there thinking he was okay. I dont think I know anybody so happy but dead inside. I finished packing and headed downstairs. I went past my mom still crying and my dad scolding me with such disappointment. I opened the door.
"Bye mom and dad....I love you" I said. "I dont think you should say that because we do not feel the same." My dad said. I looked at them for a long moment and closed the door.
I guess I have to live in the real world now. I have to drop out of school and go find a better paying job. I have to support myself and hope I dont lose faith in myself. I walked away from all my memories. All the love and care. Why did I have to do this. Why do I have friends who are fucking crazy. They were the only 2 true friends I had. One of them died because of some crazy bitch. And he didn't even do anything. While....as I just said was a crazy bitch!
I couldn't take all this quietness. So I got out my headphones and put on a song on Spotify. I put on Eric's playlist. It wasn't bad and it was really cool.
I see that the first song that played was "Talk Me Down" by Troye Sivan.[I'm listening to that right now😂]. It was the perfect song at the perfect moment. This song described my day so far. Me falling in love with the best person..or so I thought...and then finding out I can't be with him. Life is sooooo great right now. I hope I dont kill myself before the day ends.

A/N: I hope y'all like my story and are enjoying all of it. I work hard on these. I have been keeping this in mind for a long time. I was wondering what our fan base should be called. I am good at writing but not at names....So yeah comment in the comment sections and tell me any suggestions. Oh and one more thing I am at 1.12k. I remember when I had 300-500 on the first 2 days I had this app. Thank y'all so much. Now my goal is to get to 2k. If we can make it to 1k who says we can't make it to 2k.

With much love~Eric