the best by far was you - sebastian stan

xxi ( p r i v a t e c h a t )

charlie. ❤︎

sebastian? are you awake? 

i mean its not a big deal if you're not 

 i just wanted to talk to you 

i couldn't sleep 

and my trailer isn't near tom's anymore and i can't hear his music 

and i can't see the light of your room from my window 

and i can't hear lizzie yelling in terror at the walking dead 

and i can't hear chris talking to his mom 

and i can't hear you and mackie laughing at really stupid things 

and 

and i don't think i was supposed to get emotionally attached to a place this much 

or the people at that place. 

i'm going to bed now. 

i feel better even though i didnt get to talk to you. 

knowing that you'll read these and that you'll care comforts me 

is that too mushy? 

i'm sorry. 

have a goodnight. 

❤︎

message read at 12:27am.