"hey weirdo." charlotte walked past the open door sebastian offered her but not before she planted a quick kiss on his lips.
"you finished filming your scene?"
"yes, and now i am eternally tired." charlotte flopped on the couch and her arm fell over her eyes.
"mmmmm, so no tomfoolery?" sebastian settled down next to her, a smirk played on his lips.
"no tomfoolery." charlotte laughed, and then scooted closer to sebastian so her head laid in his lap.
sebastians hands went automatically to her hair, running his fingers through it. it calmed her down, and soon her eyes started to close.
"if you keep doing that i'll be asleep in about one minute and then you won't be able to talk to me." she mumbled, pulling his hand away and entangling with her own.
"you're always tired." sebastian laughed, as charlotte pulled her self up and leaned on his shoulder.
"but never of you." charlotte grasped his face and pulled him into a kiss, "i never want to lose you sebastian stan."
"you think that you might lose me?" sebastian paused, tilting his head slightly.
"well, i don't want to lose you, but in the realm of possibilities of my current life it might happen."
"you're actually serious! you think i might leave you, or the other way around."
charlottes mouth dropped open, suddenly regretting ever saying anything, "sebastian, i never ever want to lose you, but-"
"but what?"
"but nothing, i'm sorry for bringing this up." charlotte crossed her arms and sat up straight, she was no longer tired.
sebastian stood up, heading towards the kitchen.
"sebastian, come back." charlotte sighed, following him into the kitchen.
sebastian pulled a water bottle out of the fridge, screwing off the cap and taking a long swig. he was quiet which nearly drove charlotte up a wall.
"sebastian, listen. i don't ever ever ever want to lose you. i would say more evers but that would border on redundant and i don't want to be the obsessive. i think you're the most amazing-ess boyfriend. i was just speaking out loud. i don't think I'm going to lose you. i mean i found the right man out of my love square, why would i give you up?"
sebastian paused, "i love you too much to ever give you up."
"shaun really screwed things up. he really really screwed things up. that was my first relationship that was broadcasted in front of millions of people. i heard the nastiest comments about something that was my private life, something that wasn't anyone business except mine and shauns. now, i am so paranoid that i might screw up something in this. i love this, i love you. i never want to screw this up. i never want to have the media put us in a bad light again, i never want them to screw this up again."
sebastian stepped forward and pulled her into a hug. his arms slinked around her waist, he nestled into her neck, and sighed deeply.
"you wont screw this up. this is a two way thing. we're going to make this work, and it will be okay. we'll be okay. you're my best thing...remember?"
"i wont forget."
"they don't own you. they don't dictate your life." sebastian still held her tightly, hand running up and down her back.
"yeah, they just make sure my life is plastered for everyone else to see, and that's what hurts."
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the best by far was you - sebastian stan
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