lizzie-o 
                              okay spill all with elizabeth olsen 
                              featuring charlotte adams
                              
                              baby lottie 
                              what 
                              
                              lizzie-o
                              todays spill all is about the shady feelings she has with sebastian stan 
                              
                              baby lottie
                              shady?? 
                              
                              lizzie-o 
                              okay maybe a wrong choice of words, but were talking about this 
                              no excuses 
                              
                              baby lottie
                              no excuses?? 
                              damn you 
                              
                              lizzie-o 
                              okay so sebastian? 
                              
                              baby lottie
                              hes g8 
                              
                              lizzie-o 
                              do you see something more then a friendship coming out of this? 
                              
                              baby lottie. 
                              idk, lizzie. 
                              i feel like i want more. heck, id love more. but I'm afraid. 
                              
                              lizzie-o 
                              afraid of what? 
                              
                              baby lottie.
                              the backlash of the media. 
                              i literally just broke up with shaun. 
                              
                              lizzie-o 
                              what the hell? 
                              when did you start caring about what people think? 
                              
                              baby lottie.
                              since i learned that a lot of who i am as a person now is based on what people read about me in the papers. 
                              
                              lizzie-o 
                              fucking stupid 
                              
                              baby lottie. 
                              nah its just a reality I'm living in currently lol 
                              
                              lizzie-o
                              so you don't like sebastian? 
                              
                              baby lottie 
                              lizzie 
                              listen. 
                              i love him. i love every aspect of him as a human. i love his heart, his wit, is jokes. i love the way he cares and loves. he's a beautiful soul. 
                              
                              lizzie-o
                              AWE CHAR 
                              
                              baby lottie 
                              but 
                              i don't think i can have him. 
                              i think of the backlash, the rumors that would be fueled by what we might do. it could be a mess. 
                              
                              lizzie-o
                              don't say that. 
                              
                              baby lottie. 
                              no lizzie. its a painful truth. sebastian isn't mine, it might be best for us to stop whatever might be going on right now. i love him, but i don't think i can have him. 
                              
                              lizzie-o
                              charlotte this is the most heartbreaking thing. 
                              
                              baby lottie.
                              my feelings are so screwed up right now. 
                              i love him, lizzie. 
                              isn't that enough?
                                      
                                          
                                  
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