the best by far was you - sebastian stan

( r e a l l i f e )

a sharp knock sounded at the door. charlotte stirred from the couch, knowing full well who it was. she opened the door to be greeted by a very serious faced sebastian. 

"hey, whats up?" she started, ushering him in. 

"i wanted to talk to you." sebastian was nervous. she could tell. he hadn't even looked her in the eyes yet. 

"well obviously, thats why you're here." charlotte moved over to the sink, "you want water or something?" 

"I'm fine." sebastian reached over, grabbing her hand, "can we talk?" he pulled her into his chest, their faces so close. 

"yes. talk. I'm all ears." 

"charlotte, it has to be pretty clear that over these past few weeks...i uh...i've become quite found of you." sebastian still held onto her, afraid she might slip past his fingers, "and i just wanted to let you know that, i mean...i enjoy you and the company you provide." 

"the company i provide?" charlottes mouth twitched with a smile, "what are you trying to say sebastian?" 

"i am trying to put it in the most plan words that I've developed a liking towards you...and i uh...would like to spend more time with you..." sebastian was flopping over his words, it was almost comical. 

"seb, i-" 

"you know what? fuck it, i made a mess of my words," sebastian huffed, drawing her closer to himself, "what i was trying to say.." 

his words were immediately lost in the process of him colliding his lips against hers. charlottes head spun at a most dizzying rate, she was lost in the feeling over connection between her and the brown haired boy. the only things she knew was that sebastians lips were moving against hers, and that she never wanted it to stop. 

she pulled away, gasping. 

"sebastian.." her lips had possibly lost all connection with her brain. 

"i'm sorry," sebastian tore away, "that was forward and conceited that id even think you'd want to kiss me." 

"oh shut up." she murmured, dipping her head back in for another kiss. 

sebastian didn't hesitate, his hand slipping around her waist. she tangled her hands in his hair, needing the closeness. she never wanted this to end, ever. 

but...

"sebastian stop. stop." charlotte pulled away, "we're not talking." 

"but lips are involved so i thought you would get the idea." sebastian smirked. 

charlotte rolled her eyes, "you're sure that was the right move?" 

sebastian sighed, he let her go, sitting on the couch. 

"sebastian, we have a lot of emotions running around right now. maybe we should think with our heads a little bit?" charlotte sat next to him. 

"do we have to?" 

"yes." 

"can we just opt out for a movie and cuddling and use our heads tomorrow?" sebastian flung himself onto her lap, "please?" 

charlotte sighed, running her head though his hair, "just this once, and then we gotta be sensible." 

"you're wish is my command."