Generalisation Of A Life

October 2013

Blimey. The two week holidays are halfway gone. Done studying, ate, travelled, explored and had some family fun. I have been dedicating my time to reading and commenting on other peoples stories so I am able to help them to become better. I don't expect anything in return, so it doesn't matter the outcome. I just hope they appreciate the time I give to compliment or help them. I was thinking today, inspired by a few songs by Metallica, that I want to experience more things, instead of sheltering myself away from all those things I ignore and refuse to take part in, such as parties or I don't know. I never get invited to anything, so I have never experienced what its like. Its not like I am going to drink, do drugs or smoke, I find it to be just a cause of body bashing. I just want to be around those, to enjoy their company. Ever since I moved to Mingenew (a small abandoned little farm town) I have become rather dependent on myself and I have to say, it hasn't gotten me anywhere. I have taught myself to be lonely and be okay with it. I have decided that I don't really like having a large amount of people around me. I have decided these things according to not trying. So I want to try. I am not doing myself or any other person harm.

23/10/13

I forgot the date to the previous entry, I just realised that. I feel so good at the moment; like super duper good but my brain is like 'Dude, you need some sleep.' My eyes are wilting as I write this, even though its the early evening. I still cant believe how epic Spirit: Stallion of Cimarron is after all the times I have watched it. Its still my favourite childs movie, and beats a lot of other movies. I have learnt that you don't need to be in the mood to write, you just write. You teach yourself to write no matter the time or place. Maybe you wouldn't write whilst your in the shower, the paper would get soggy and your laptop would stop working. About to graduate, next week. Pretty darn keen even though I am coming back next year and furthering my studies. Also have leavers which I haven't really planned, pretty keen for that too. At the moment I am focusing on sleeping. Goodbye whoever reads this.

25/10/13

Watching One Piece. Its so amazing. Its generally about a pirate who wants to get a crew and find the one piece and wants to be the king of the ocean. Zorro was a cute kid.