Generalisation Of A Life

April 2014

1/4/14

I suppose I haven't written in here for a while. Its not like people are counting on it. Today I have been writing a short story. I have done ten pages on Microsoft word so far. That's alright. I will add it when I am done, in hope that you will all read it.

I began school this term and went for about five weeks. It was fun, of course, being retarded with Charlotte, who is now my best friend. I don't know how she is feeling right now because she didn't respond to my letter which was long and took ages to actually get on a page instead of being in my head. I tried my hardest to make it sound genuine and truthful because it was but I think it may come across as harsh or mean.

I am now going to Tafe at the beginning of next term to do Art. Then I will go to university to do creative writing and art also. I am working to earn and save up some money which is good because I want to travel so badly.

I have been a little down sometimes lately. Its because I am unsure of what to do. I am 18. I have so many things to think about. I am becoming more responsible for my own things and this transition is hard. I don't really have a friend right by my side since I am not attending school (I did graduate, so don't worry). My plan failed. I thought I was being a good friend. I don't even know what they are thinking. I actually miss their company and I don't miss people easily. I actually feel a pain in my gut because I haven't seen them. I am still waiting for a response from my letter and I will wait forever if I have to, I don't mind. I am planning to take my friend, travelling throughout the holiday, so that's why I have to save up lots. School was a distraction from me being able to succeed at that.

Right now I am just a little bit lost.