Alex's Point of view
A few years later
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I woke up. Made breakfast well ate cereal. A lot of shit happened the past few years. Bailey won custody of Karsyn. Dan wasn't my friend anymore after i rejected dating him. Phil forgot about me. Nobody is talking to me and i have been getting hate on my channel from Phil's supporters and Phan shippers. I love them but they don't love me. Everybody hates me. I got on Youtube and watched Phil's videos. 2016 now, Karsyn is 19 now. Phil is 29 turning 30, Dan is 25 turning 26. I'm 24, i never realized how young i was from Phil, i just hung out with him when we were kids. I knew him from nursery from my friend Jacob. Haven't seen her. I just cry these days now, pathetic i know. I like 5SOS now aka 5 Seconds of Summer. I relate to them a lot now. Went to their concert last week. While i was laying down i hear a knock on my apartment door. I go to the door, looking at my reflection. Red eyes, bags under my eyes, mascara messed up, hair messy, perfect. I open the door to see Phil?" Phil?" I stand there shocked." Alex can we talk?" He asks." Well only because no one is talking to me anymore." I tell him letting him in. I sneeze." Bless you." He says, coldly." Thanks i guess." I tell him. He sits down on the couch and i sit on the chair across from him." Why did you come here?" I ask him." I came because of you. We really need to talk. I think well know you don't look or feel good. I don't either." He tells me." Oh so Bailey broke up with you and you come crawling back to me like I'm your second choice, not your first!" I say loudly but quieter than a yell." We and Bailey never dated! You think i would do that to you! We all know what she did." I scoff." Why did you bring her to the concert!? I yell." Because i had no one! No one Alex! You were dating Dan so i couldn't ask you or Dan because i would cry again!" He yells. I stand there." Well if you were hurt why did you break up with me?!" " I was mad and loved you Alex! I loved you and still do. I wanted to protect you from me. I was so hurt i didn't know what i was capable of! I hit Dan that day already i didn't want to hurt you! I miss you Alex and i need you!" I stand there in shock." I love you Alex, i love you. Think about all the stuff and drama we've been through think of our history. I don't care if Dan or anyone hates me because i love you. I will sacrifice my life for you!" I start crying." I love you too Phil but what if i get hurt again?" I say." I wil make sure nobody hurts you, not even yourself." He says, pointing to my cuts. We look at each other. I walk over to him and kiss him. He kisses back." I love you Phil, to the moon and back." I tell him." Back together?" He asks. I nod.
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Hey guys! Its been forever!I miss you guys. Sorry this was a little bit shorter but i will make the next part longer for sure! I have been doing stuff and i am glad summer is here! I almost cried making this well i also listened to 5SOS Broken Home. I relate to it so much! Well i love you guys! BYEEEEE! <3
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FanfictionPhil Lester and Alex have been best friends since they were children. When they got separated at university Alex was as sad as she could be. What happens when they find each other again?