Fille à la Casquette

In which her Dreams wither like a Raisen in the Sun

Ok so I've already updated this weekend but its in the first chapter so if you haven't read it yet go back to the first chapter...its kinda like a two part thing but whatever story time.

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The wedding is just like a rushed blur to Catalina. She can't get those words the Javier said out of her head its like he was a totally different person. She tried to explain it to her mother but her mother just thought she was making excuses and trying to run away from what her future with him would bring...but the truth is she wasn't, she had told herself that she would accept her marriage to Javier and all that would follow but when he came to her before the wedding and said those words...she was confused, just like the night of her birthday when her parents had first told her of surprised engagement to Mr.Menendez, but now it was even worse because he'd seemed like a whole different person then who she had come to know over the weeks before their wedding. Now she didn't think she could go through with the wedding,  but since no-one would take the time to listen to her , the wedding had gone on with her in a complete start of shock, confusion and uncertainty...She barely remembered saying I do and having her first dance with the guy she would spend the rest of her life with but now she was saying goodbye to her mother and father, for she would be going to leave with her husband who lived on the other side of france and she wouldn't be able to see them every day like she was used to.

Catalina's  P.O.V

"I love you both so much!" I say to my parents with tears in my eyes as a hug the before I am to leave all that I know. "We love as well" my mother says with tears filling her eyes as well. She pulls apart from me and just looks into my eyes as if trying to convey a message to me but she says nothing then moves away and stands at my fathers side.

I get into the large black limousine that is awaiting me with only some of my belongings inside since everything else was moved to my husbands house over the course of this week.

I step inside and see him just sitting there looking at me with the look as if I'm a piece of meat and he is a hungry lion stalking his prey, but I say nothing. The door is closed and I feel as if the door to my perfect dreams has been closed on my face and locked and I don't hold the key he does.

The drive is long and tiring but all I can do is look at out the window and try not to make eye contact with him.I am trying not to fall asleep for if I do I'm afraid of what he'll do because I have left myself unguarded.  But finally the moment I fear most happens he's moving across the seat to me closer to me but still I can't look at him. His hand comes down and lands on my thigh and I cringe at his touch. He leans in and kisses my neck and whispers in my ear "I can't wait to get you home and consummate our marriage" his breath on my neck makes me shudder and I slightly move away from him but my moment is futile because his arm snakes around my waist and pulls me closer to him and I'm almost sitting on his lap.

Another two hours passes by when finally the limousine stops and the back door is pulled out and the driver states that we have arrived to the manor.