Fille à la Casquette

Let the festivities begin...

Catalina's P.O.V

I woke up the next morning, still thinking about the dream of me giving myself to Javi willingly. I just couldn't get myself to stop thinking about it...him...the way he touched me. Just thinking about it made me shiver. 

I got out of bed and went straight to the bathroom. I wasn't fully awake yet, so I wasn't really paying attention to the things around me. I walked right in on Javi. He was taking a shower and I didn't realize he was there until he cleared his throat.

"Would you like to join me, mi amor?"

I turned around with my mouth slightly ajar in shock and I swallow loudly.

"Uhm...Excuse me?

He laughs to himself and repeats his question.

"Would you like to join me?   That is why you came in here...is it not?"

"uhm...well no...that's not exactly why" I say as he opens to door to the shower, to let me.

"shhh come mi amor, join me...I know you want to " he says with a smirk tugging at the corners of his lips. 

I joined him in the shower after removing my clothes. I step into the shower and underneath the warmth of the water, its feels good against my skin and my body relax's. Of course ,until I feel Javi's hands grab my shoulders. I feel him begin to massage my shoulders and it feels good but I can't let my guard down. especially not after my dream last night,  giving myself to him willingly is the last thing I want to do.

He presses himself against me and I can feel how hard he is. He begins to whisper in my ear.

"You're so tense, mi amor...why is that?"

I roll my eyes at him, even though I know he can't see me. I really want to tell him its his fault that I'm like this but I don't.

"I don't know...bad dreams I guess"

"uhhhmm is that so, mi amor" he groans as he starts to kiss down the side of my neck "I can fix that...if you let me"

And again I roll my eyes, as if he needs my permission to do anything to me. He's never asked permission before. I don't say a word, I just remain silent.

He continues to leave warm kisses along the side of my neck, tilting my head to the side to gain better access. 

He moves me forward, until I'm face to face with the tile wall. His hands move to my hip and upper thigh.

He turns me, to where I am now facing him. He pulls me into a kiss and brings me even closer to him. His arms slip around my waist and his hands cup my ass. He picks me up in one swift motion and wrap my legs around his waist and with that he is inside of me.

A small moan escapes from my mouth, I push against his chest but it's no use. I keeps me close to him and growls.

"Don't push me away, mi amor. You say no but your body says yes.  You want me...Need me even. Just let go baby"

When he says that my eyes open even wider, because that is the same thing he told me last night, except it was in my dream.

"Javier can you please just leave me alone... I don't want this and especially don't need it!" I say pushing at his chest again

He laughs bitterly and pushes me into the wall hards and thrusts inside of me.

"You know I tried to be nice to you catalina" he begins his voice thick with his Spanish accent "You are my wife now and will give me what I ask for!" He finishes his sentence with another powerful thrust into me, Causing me to let out a small scream.

I want to say something to show him that I won't let him treat me any way he wants, but I have no words. I know I couldn't get away from him, I've tried that already. 

I guess all I can do is ride through the pain. Tears fall from my eyes but no sound leaves my mouth.  I grip his shoulders and my nails dig into his skin.

This goes on for awhile longer, until I feel his muscles tense up and he releases himself into me.

When this happens I squeeze my eyes shut tight and deep down inside I hate myself for not fighting him harder.

After the shower, he leaves me in there alone and eventually I come out and join him for breakfast. I can't look at him, but he clears his throat as if he's about to say something, so I slightly look his way.

"By the way...before I forget, in a fortnight we will be having a party.  It will be to introduce you as my wife to close friends and family  who were not at the wedding and of course those who I do business with, because it will also be a business dinner. I will hope that you can take care of everything before then. I'm going to my office now and will only come out for dinner later tonight." and he got up and walked away.

Two weeks had passed before I knew it but fortunately I got everything planned out and ready for the party later tonight.

I'm putting on my earrings and other accessories before the party and Javier walks up behind me in the mirror.  I'm wearing a red cocktail dress, its strapless with multi-colour rhinestones on the front. It stops just at my knee. My hair is curly and pushed over to one side with small stones on one side.

Javi on the other hand is in an all black suit with a red tie to match my dress.

"Are you ready yet lina? " he asked with slight annoyance in his voice.

"Yes...I'm ready" I say not wanting to have a fight before the party. We've had plenty of them in the weeks before the party and each time he's punished me afterwards.

"Good because guests are already starting to arrive" he says grabbing my arm and pulling me to the door of our bedroom.

We've all been seated for dinner when Javi stands up.

"I'm glad you all could make it tonight and I'm glad that you all have had the chance to meet my beautiful wife Catalina" he looks over to me and smiles.

Someone at the other end of table stands up as well and raises their glass in the air "To the beautiful Catalina!"

My husband looks to him and smiles

"Ahh yes Sebastian,  I wasn't aware that you had joined us...but I'm glad you're here. For those of you who don't know or have never met my best friend and business partner Sebastian Hail" he says to the people seated around our large dinner table.

Dinner goes as planned and I've talked to so many people my head hurts. Javier goes outside with the last of the guests. The last one is one of the guys he's doing important business with and they're still chatting about some deal.I decide to go to the bedroom and get ready for bed because its just been such a long and tiresome night, that all I want to do is sleep.

I'm standing in the mirror removing my jewelry when I hear the door open, I figure its just javi comings in so I don't bother to look up.

Once I feel hands on my waist is the moment I decide to look up and the reflection staring back at me in the mirror was not Javi's...

◆◆◆◆◆◆◆◆◆◆◆◆◆◆◆◆◆◆◆◆◆◆◆◆◆◆◆◆◆◆

Cliff hanger.... but hey it leaves off for a good start to my next chapter.  I think you guys will just love Javi's best friend Sebastian or you'll probably hate him ...we'll see. But I'm not sure if I've made this clear or not but Javi and Catalina have accents...just to let you know, its sexier that way.

-a