Fille à la Casquette

In which her dreams may be a reality

Catalina's P.O.V

He's still on top of me but his breath has slowed. I try and lay as still as possible, hoping that soon he will get up and leave.

He clears his throat and moves on top of me. He climbs off of me and starts to fix himself, while staring at me.

He's shaking his head and mumbling something to himself that I can't really understand ,but I know its something about me.

"I'm going back to my office ....I won't be at dinner either, so don't wait up for me" He says in a firm and irritated voice. I can't bring myself to look at him, so I just nod to show him I understand.

He grabs my chin and turns my face towards his and repeats himself louder.

"DO.I.MAKE.MYSELF. CLEAR?" He screams in my face as he punctuates every word

"yes" I say my voice just barely a whisper.

He let's me face go and tucks his shirt into his pants as he walks away, leaving me there nake with tears running down my face.

After what seems like forever I finally get up and grab my clothes. I feel pain in my lower stomach and in between my legs.

I finish putting on my clothes and rush into the house, hoping that I don't bump into anyone.

Luckily I make it to the room that I am to share with him and eventually call ours. No one sees me, thankfully. I search around the room , looking for my bag. I need to find my phone! I need to get out of here and go somewhere, anywhere but here! I can't be in this house with that...that monster!

I get my phone out of my bag and unlock it, but then I realize that I have no one to call. I have no one to come and rescue me. I could call Maman ,but we would just get into a fight and she would tell me I was overreacting and being childish. I wouldn't waste my time.

So instead i would just sit here and

..and...contemplated the things in my life.

I sat there for what felt like hours but may only have been minutes.I slowly began to drift into what seemed like my unending thoughts. I was still inside my head when I hear someone whispering in my ear.

"Wake up me amor...wake up" he whispers and then I feel him begin to trail hot, moist kisses down the side of my neck.

I don't open my eyes. I can't bring myself to open them but then again I feel as if I can't, but I'm not worried about it. I want to relax and melt against his touch because right now it feels so right. Dispite what he has done to me in the past.

He continues to lightly whisper in my ear, but it's so light that I can barely hear him.

"Wake up lina.......I want to make love to you"  he tells and my wall that is built up to keep him out crumbles.

I moan in his ear as I feel his hands go up my thigh. His lips are still on my neck, leaving hot kisses. He slowly slips off my bikini top and his lips lightly brush over my breasts.

My hands touch his chest and I realize that he doesn't have a shirt on but I smile at the fact. My hands trace over every muscle on his toned body, from his broad shoulder to his six pack.

His hands run freely, all over my body and my back arches into him.

He groans in my ear "I want to be inside of you". I can't help but moan even more at the thought of what he has just said.

"I want you inside of me" I moan out. I don't know why I'm acting this way towards him but I can't bring myself to make him stop. it's like this isn't my body and I don't have any control.

He slides the bottom of my suit off and his hands more up my inner thigh.

When he makes it to the top of my legs he sticks his fingers inside of me, without warning. It only feels uncomfortable for a moment.

He massages my clit and I moan out to him and my back arches off the bed. He moves slowly at first when he hit my G-Spot,  I nearly scream.

"Ohhhh ahhh Javi....right there....oh god don't stop!" he starts to rub me faster and my body is shaking and waiting for its release. 

After a few minutes, I'm right at the edge and I'm almost about to climax.

"Let go...just let go baby" he moans in my ear and with that said I let go and my climax hits me and I moan and grip the sheets.

Once my climax floods away , I feel him get in between my legs and enter me with on quick thrust. I my surprise it doesn't hurt like it did before and I'm glad that it doesn't.  He thrust into me at a steady pace and one of his hands grips my hip.

I'm still sensitive from my first climax ,so I can already feel the next one building up inside of me. 

Again he find my G-Spot and I can't help moan.

"Javi ughh god right there please don't stop"

"Ugh...oh baby I won't I promise...I won't" he tells me and he punctuates his words with quick thrusts.

He begins to go faster and that's when my nails dig into the skin on his back and both his hands grip my hips hard.

He hisses and growls in my ear when my nails dig in deeper and again he tells me.

"Wake up... baby wake up" and I'm confused and that's when I finally open my eyes and realize it was all just a dream.

I wake up shaking and covered in a thin layer of sweat. I sit up and look over the room and I realize I'm not alone, that sometimes after I fell asleep Javier came in and went to sleep. I'm not sure when I fell asleep but obviously I did and its now 3 am.

I climb out of bed and go to the bathroom. When I get inside I close and lock the door behind me. I turn on the water and splash some on my face and look in the mirror. I shake my head at myself.

"What is wrong with you lina...? I ask myself aloud.

The dream was so real I swear but in the end it wasn't.

'Do I want my dreams to become my reality...?

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Well thanxs to my friend kait I came up with this chapter, because I seriously didn't know what I was gonna do but I did it. Thanxs kait!

-a