I don't even know anymore. It's all just so hard to deal with. Because Taylor. When I left her. She still loves me. And I don't even know if I love her or not.
Because I feel like I do. I want to go back. Try it all again. But then I'm worried the same thing will happen again.
Why..
I regret leaving but I don't.
I don't even know what to do anymore. I need help. Just some help. Because I still think of that one special girl. In my mind. Who makes me blush all over inside. Feeling red. And then there is Taylor who makes me feel a strong tension of pain and happiness.
I just.. DON'T KNOW!
God.. fucking DAMNIT!
Lord, just listen. I need your help please. Just be by my side. Tell me something please because I just need someone to tell me something.
Your all I can think of..
Lord give me mercy please.
I need some help...
It's all just so deep. I feel like my heart is going to explode. It feels like so MUCH is building inside. Like a fucking bomb that's ticking slowly.
Tick..
Tick..
Tick..
Do I regret it? Or do I not regret it?
I don't even know...
Boom.
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The Darkness Of love
Teen FictionLove is such a strong thing. You never know where it's gonna take you. How it's gonna make you feel. Love is such greatness and such light. But it's also a horrible pain. A pain that feels almost impossible to get through. Such darkness it is. A boy...
