Jamie's POV
I couldn't sleep last night because I felt alone and that made me scared. So I guess my mind made the decision to find Harry. What he said made me believe he didn't cheat and reminded me what Anne said about Harry believing he was doing the right thing. But I'm making some changes to this relationship for the good. Starting off with telling Harry it's ok for him to show his emotions. And I have a question for him I want answered.
I woke up in Harry's arms. I felt my cheek pressed against his peck. I yawned and cuddled into the pillow trying to fall back asleep "morning" I hear as I feel a stray hair being tucked behind my ear. I grunt and bury my head under the pillow. I haven't gotten sleep since I left hear and I wanted nothing but sleep. "Come on you gotta wake up" he says gently "no I don't. Can't we stay like this forever?" I ask looking up at him "I'd love that but I wanna take you out today" he says, using his arms to press me into his chest "why?" "Because I want too" he says sweetly. I kiss his neck and sit up. He does the same. I notice I look like a wreck. I guess lack of sleep does that "I got a question" I state looking at him. He makes the gun sign with his hand "shoot" I look at the wall "picture this, any ordinary night except I'm sleeping by myself. House is empty, no ones in range of hearing my footsteps,and the only way I could reach any one would be my phone" I finish and Harry has pulled me to him mid sentence. "How do you feel?" I ask "annoyed,aggravated, pissed, may I go on?" He states. "Why do you get so mad if I'm alone when I sleep?" I ask looking up at him "it's just a touchy subject. I have my reasons" I bring my hand up to his face and use my pointer finger to turn his head so that he's looking me in eyes "Harry, I want you to be real with me. No more secrets, can you please tell me?" I ask nicely. He sighs and I see his eyes grow darker "you can't tell anyone I told you this" he warns. I put my head on his shoulder "I won't" I promise. He sighs and starts "when I was 6 my parents were on the rocks about there marriage and my dad would disappear at night so I would sleep with my mum to keep her company. But one night, just one night, I slept at a friends house and when I came back I saw my mom had a scar on her arm and I found out that my dad came home drunk and pushed her off the bed causing her to fall and hit the nightstand. I got mad and felt like it was my fault. I wasn't there the one night he decided to come home. If I was there she wouldn't have got hurt. So I don't like having you alone because I'm scared something bad will happen and I'll be the reason why" he was tearing up a bit. He sniffed "I can't stand something happening to you" he says hugging me tight. I smile "thank you" I say kissing him. I pull back and lift his arm "now about this.." I trail off examining all his cuts and bruises. I also notice stitching on his arm. He sighs "I got into some fight because I was mad" he says making me remember Anne mentioned it "are you sore?" I ask. He shrugs "a little" I get off the bed and head for the door "where are you going?" Harry says frantic and getting off to follow me "I'm gonna get you some pain killers. Stay in bed" I say putting on a stern look "fine but.." He trails off lightly kissing me. After he gets back in bed I and get what I need
Harry's POV
Jamie a nurse? Best one yet. She gave me a mixer of two pills that really help to not feel every sore muscle. She keeps asking if I need anything and is starting to sound like my mum. "No I'm fine. What I would like is if you laid down with me" I say putting on the puppy face she always falls far. "Just making sure your ok" she says climbing back into my arms. "So we should put your things back in here" I mention "it's in my car. I didn't know if I would stay or go back" she shrugs. I'm glad she didn't. Making me remember something. I reach over and grab it "Jamie, can you please once again wear this so you can be mine forever and I can be yours?" I ask cheesily as I hold the ring in front of me. She smiles and puts it on "yes" I smile and kiss her head that's rested on my chest.
Everything seemed so much easier and happier when I had Jamie with me. Without her I go into rage and get mad and get just confused. But with Jamie I know where I am going or where I'm ment to be. Even though were different I still love the way we are. I have tattoos and dark hair that people think automatically makes me bad. Jamie has no tattoos and light hair with a good aura. But yet she loves me and sees me the way people can't. "Where do you wanna go?" I ask playing with her small hand "I'm not making you go anywhere. Maybe we can have a horror movie marathon" she suggests making me smile. Me,her,cuddled on the couch with her hiding her head into me every time she's scared "perfect" I respond "I gotta give Avery and Niall a call" she says sighing and reaching over to her phone.
