Jamie's POV
I'm dripping fucking wet. Worst day ever! Avery and I came home to have a good cry. How could they play us? I'm really hurt. So is Avery which makes me wanna find Niall and kick his ass! Why a pool?! How is dropping us in a pool funny? Two girls who came there just to have fun gets thrown in water! Ugh! I took a deep breath and put my wet hair up in a bun. I changed into a t shirt and shorts and walked out to see Avery in similar wear. It was warmer in dry clothes we sat in the living room and decided to have a good talk "is your heart shattered too?" I ask as she nods "I'm really hurt" she says with a frown that matched mine "I don't blame you. I was played by someone I thought actually liked me" I chuckled thinking of how stupid I was "me too" she said smiling very small. We heard nocking at the door. Ugh! People! I get up to go see who it is so I get tell them to fuck off! I look through the whole to see its Harry and Niall. I run to Avery "it's the guys! Hide I'll tell Niall your not here!" She nods and runs up the stairs to my room
I breathe and go to the door. I open it slightly just poking my head out "what?" I ask bitchy but he deserves it "we didn't mean what we said back there it was just to-" "make them not think your soft? Yeah I was there,heard the conversation,bye now" I say trying to close the door but Harry stuck his foot in the way "where's Avery?" Niall asked. "Not here I dropped her off on the way back" I said holding an emotionless face "then can I talk to you?" Harry asked. "Hmmm....no. Bye now" I say trying to close the door but Harry's foot won't budge. "Please let me explain" he begged "no you already said you were just liking us to get some 'action' pigs" I snap. "Let me at least explain to you my side" i rolled my eyes. Should I? "I'm not leaving until you let me explain. I'll wait here all night and day" he threatens. I knew he would carry out the promise so I sighed and stepped out. "Go wait in the car" Harry ordered Niall as he nods and does so. "What do you want? Haven't you hurt me enough today?" I ask crossing my arms "I didn't mean to hurt you! I didn't know you were there! Why were you there?" "We saw you two come in so we thought we'd surprise you. Has this playing us been going on since we met?" I ask "no! I wasn't playing you! I was lying!" I roll my eyes "you'll have to do way more for me to believe that" I scoff "what do you me to prove to you for you to believe me?!" "I don't think there's anything you can do to make me believe you! You hurt me Harry I thought you actually cared about me!" "I do! You won't listen to anything I've got to say!" I chuckle "oh I won't listen? You can't name anything I've said" I say as he thinks. I knew he couldn't. He never listened he just sat there probably planning to screw me then leave. He snapped his fingers "I know your middle name is Rose from when you drew one on your sketch pad!" He says. I roll my eyes "anyone can know my middle name" "fine. I know your favorite show is Prince Of Bell Air,your favorite villian is Harley Quinn,you love Ed Sheeran,you hate scary movies but won't admit it because you don't wanna ruin anyone's fun,you hate doctors,your parents are away a lot,you hate sleeping anywhere but your bed because you feel scared so when someone sleeps with you you cuddle with them,you care about your grades,your favorite superhero is Superman,Jamie I could go on for hours. I've never cared to listen to anyone before because I didn't think they'd listen to me but I know you know me better then anyone" I had to admit I was impressed by how much he actually paid attention to the little things I said but it still didnt change the fact of what he did "congrats you actually listen to me. Still doesn't change the fact that you are too stubborn on how people think about you to act the real you I know you can be!" "What do you mean?" "The Harry that's sweet,caring,lovable,funny instead of acting like some badass who bluntly doesn't give a fuck. Because frankly you care about more of what people think about you then thinking about me! You weren't man enough to tell them were in an actually relationship and just say that you like me!" I say "I'm not ashamed of you I'm ashamed of the person your turning me into!" "What you mean a nice person who's really fun to talk to and be around because he's got your back? Is that really something to be ashamed about?!" "People expect me to be playing girls and having a different girl on my arm every night! When you came it all changed because I didn't wanna be that person anymore! I wanted to be the person you make me be! That's the person my girlfriend likes" I open the door and stand behind it "that's the person your ex girlfriend likes. Goodbye Harry" I say closing the door and locking it. I put my back against the door and slid down bringing my knees to my chest. I let the tears I was holding back seep through. He's ashamed of being a good person? No,he said he's ashamed of being the good person I made him. It hurts that he said those things,then actually admits he was listening to me the whole time,then and it's the worst part of all. I think I love him. I'm going mad! Crazy,insane,phycotic,anything that means I can be loosing my mind I'm pretty sure describes me. No Jamie you don't love Harry! He was just a boyfriend who proved you wrong,showed you love and compassion,and made you feel wanted. Stop! Ugh!
