Jamie's POV
Florida was beautiful but everything good must end. We were on our way back home. I was being dropped off first because Avery was sleeping over. But on the way back I was exhausted and fell asleep on Harry's shoulder.
Avery's POV
It's nice to be back. That was defiantly a trip to remember. I had the best time with my 3 best friends. We were almost in range of Jamie's house when I saw the horrific sight. It didn't even look like her house anymore.
It was burned,crisped,ignited,any word for not there. My jaw dropped. Everyone's was. I look behind me to see Jamie's asleep. Good,at least she can't see it. She will be crushed. I better have her pills in my hand because who knows what she will do. I parked along the road. Good thing no ones ever home except for Jamie due to her parents being away. "Oh my god" I breathe "I can't believe it" Niall says as we all stare at it "she's gonna be crushed" Harry adds. I hear stretching and we see its Jamie waking up. "Are we here?" She asked about to open her eyes. When she did she froze. Absolutely no words came out. Her emotion wasn't readable. For once she looked unreadable. "Jamie I'm so sorry you can stay with me and my mum" Harry starts apologizing and holding her in his arms. But she staid emotionless "drive" she requests "what?" Niall asked being behind the wheel "Niall,drive" she orders looking into space "drive where?" He asks "just drop us off at my house" Harry says as Niall nods and does so.
Through the ride I saw Jamie in the review mirror. Her look never changed. She didn't cry,go hysterical,or have an anxiety attack. There's something she's not expressing
Harry's POV
"Hey mum I'm back!" I shout as Jamie and I walk in. Jamie won't say much and she seems a smaller person then before. I walk over and hold her in my arms "it's gonna be ok. Ok?" I say with a grin trying to comfort her but she looks like for once she's not listening "ok" she says. I bend down and kiss the crown of her head before seeing my mum come "hey baby! Jamie! Honey what are you doing here" she cheers hugging Jamie. Jamie puts on a happy face for my mum. I whisper what happened into my mums ear and she nods. I know my mum will let Jamie stay here she's like family. But not in that way. That would be akward. It would be put better to say shes used to Jamie as if we were married.
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"Jamie your welcomed to stay as long as you need" my mom welcomes as Jamie smiles small "thank you" she says hugging my mum again "you can stay in my room. Let's get you settled" I say leading her to my room. After we left Jamie went back to a look of concentration. I put my arm around her and give her a squeeze "are you ok?" I ask softly. She looks up at me and pushes a smile "yeah I'm fine" I kiss her cheek and guide her up.
Jamie's POV
I'm fine
Ok,maybe not but I don't wanna talk about it. This happened too fast. My house is gone. My things are gone. It feels like everything is gone. I didn't wanna talk or show emotion in front of everyone because they would try to get me to talk about it when all I wanna do is cry. Harry and his mom are really generous with letting me stay. Harry really is the best boyfriend ever.
But then it hits me
What if he gets embarrassed of dating a girl with no home. He's living this nice big life style. My usual life is not all that exciting. I usually read while listening to music while I'm sure Harry flys anywhere he wants and gets girls and beck and call. His life before me was probably great. He hasn't done much things extravagant since we started dating. I'm probably holding him back and it's just a matter of time before he realizes he would rather loose me and go back to his party boy life.
It would be more exciting then what normality I can give him.
"Are you sure your ok?" Harry asks for the twentieth time. We were laying on his bed watching some movie. We were cuddled up but I couldn't pay much attention "yes I'm fine" I answer not looking up at him.
I don't wanna loose Harry. He really is a highlight of my life. He's always there for me and he cares. It's been a while since I've had someone who does that. My parents are never around and I don't have siblings. I'm use to being by myself but I've managed to adjust.
Looking around Harry's room reminds me of the first time I came here. Everything was the same way it is now. But it was new to me. I remember listening to music and playing twenty questions. That's how he got me to go one a date with him. It was nice. I would love to replay that day over and over.
Suddenly I hear the TV click off and the screen went black "what happened?" I ask looking up at Harry as he was sitting up so I did the same. "What's wrong? You have barely said anything since you got here. And your a bad liar which shows that your not really smiling" he explains. He grasps both my hands in his and looks me in the eyes "please just tell me what's bugging you. Is it about your house? Did I do something?" He asks. It was the first one and I was scared he'd leave me but he didn't do anything,yet. "No it's not that. I don't wanna talk about the house situation" I say avoiding eye contact. He grins and pulls me to him so his arms around around me and mine are around him. I lay my head in the crook of his neck "if something bothering you, I don't mind listening. I'm your boyfriend it's what I do" he says. I smile and lightly his his neck "I know. I just got a lot on my mind" I shrug "do you wanna talk about it?" He asks entwining his hands with mine. Should I? He may just leave me the second I say it. Thinking,you know what I should loose her.
I feel Harry sit me up so were facing each other. "That took you too long to answer" he says. I sigh and look at my lap "what's on your mind?" He asks using his index finger to bring up my face so I'm looking at him. I best tell him now "I-I feel like you will come to your senses and leave me"
Harry's POV
I will come to my senses and leave her? I can't believe I'm actually hearing this. It should be the opposite when I'm scared of her leaving me. "Why do you think that?" I ask with a half grin "because we are different. Your rich,fun,party goer,and just things that I'm not. And I feel like you will want a girl that is like that" she shrugs. Not looking me in the eyes. I chuckle and bring her into a hug. She hugs back immediately. I think the house thing has affected her more then she's willing to admit. "Jamie, do you know why I chose you out of any girl?" I ask as she sits up and looks at me with a shy nod. I chuckle thinking over every thing we've done and everything she's changed for the good "you listen for one. Always knowing just what to say to show you heard me fully. Two, you keep me out of trouble and your understanding. Three, you accept me for my rowdy asshole self. Four, your never boring and can always bring a smile to my face. And five, you've changed me into a better person, you may not know it or think it but it's true" I admit. She smiles and I know it's not fake from her blue eyes glowing. I bring up her right hand and flash her ring "I gave you this to show you..." I bring her hand so it's laid over my heart "this only beats for you" I say. Jamie looks like she's about to cry. I take her in for another hug. "I love you" I say kissing her head. "I love you too" she says pecking my lips.
