Jamie POV
I figured that crying would end in a few minutes but it didn't. I didn't stop crying. I just constantly and quietly sobbed at the dark thoughts surrounding my mind.
I'm tired of being forgotten. Then the person who forgot me says it's ok. No it's not. I remember everyone that leaves me, even my parents.
Growing up I had a neighbor raise me. Then at 16 I started living on my own with my parents money that paid the bills. I never really saw them. I just heard there voice when I would try to call but they would send it to voicemail.
I didn't want Harry to become like my parents. Forgetful, fake,and just seeing me as a pesky mistake.
That's what my mom called me once when we fought. A pesky mistake. It hit me hard and that's when I just stopped caring about them. I love them as people but they didn't act like parents.
These thoughts would die down for a bit as Harry rocked me in his arms as he shushed me soothingly in my ear.
"Everything's ok." He would assure me every once in a while.
Avery arrived as she opened Harry's bedroom door. She looked saddened to see my state. Harry nodded as if Avery asked him for some alone time.
Harry kissed my cheek and whispered in my ear
"Everything's ok, I love you." He says before leaving out the door, closing it behind him.
Avery and came over and sat next to me, giving me a hug that helped.
I sighed and started wiping my eyes as I tried to calm myself down.
"What's the matter?" Avery asked calmly
"You know, how my parents never got around to acting like they love me? They just blow me off and pretend like I'm not there?" I ask as Avery nods.
"Well, when Harry had his memory missing. He-" I sighed so that I wouldn't cry at how hurt I was. "Just forgot me." I say and Avery had a face of sympathy.
"What happened?"
"I tried jogging his memory but he didn't remember me. We looked at some of Anne's photo albums. But he still didn't know who I was. It was like talking to my damn father. He doesn't know anything about me."
"That must've stung. Have you told Harry?" She asked
"No, I know I should, I just can't." I say and Avery rubs my back in a soothing way.
"He'll keep asking until he gets an answer." Avery reminds me. I nod
"How would you feel telling the one person who chooses to live with you, care for you,and give you things you were use to doing on your own?"
"Difficult." Avery asks and I nod.
"Very. He said he didn't know me, so he doesn't love me." I scowl at the painful thought as Avery was thinking
"Would you like me to tell him?" She asks. I nod. I can't. I'll burst into tears again
"Ok" she accepts before getting up and diss appearing out the door where Harry is.
Avery's POV
"Harry?" I ask the tall curly haired boy who's leaned on the wall looking deep in thought
"yeah?" He asked looking up at me and towering over me.
"Do you still wanna know what happened when you were having a lapse?" I asked and his eyes grew wide as he nodded
"Well Jamie had a flashback to all the days and nights she would spend alone, use to no one caring or loving her." I start as Harry nods to continue. "When you had a memory lapse, you forgot everything. From me and Niall being together, to knowing Jamie. You told Jamie you didn't know her so you didn't love her." I say and he looks like he gets the idea.
"I'm gonna go talk to her." He says before giving me a hug.
"thanks." He mumbles as he walks off to Jamie's room.
Jamie's POV
I was lying on Harry bed face down trying to steady my breathing. I was pretty worn out and I wanted to sleep badly.
I didn't wanna think of Harry's reaction to this stupid little thing. I didn't have to. Soon he came in with his eyes finding mine. He walked over and sat by me on the bed. I sat up and faced him.
"I'm sorry." He says looking honest. He holds both my hands in his
"It's ok. I'm sorry for not talking about it." I apologize
"It's fine. I understand it was a touchy subject with you." He says finishing off with a peck to my lips.
"Yeah, thank goodness Avery was here. I don't know if I could've talked about it without her." I admit giggling. When I hear through the door
"Damn right." Avery's listening in.
"Go back to your boyfriend!" I shouted with a smile as Avery poked her head through the door.
"Just wanted to say goodbye!" She plays off.
"Goodbye." I say as Harry chuckles
She closes the door, before she was out of hearing range Harry yelled
"Use protection!" I laughed at his comment and I knew Avery was blushing.
"I don't think they are that far." I say and Harry nods
"Good, now the furniture won't have to get therapy." I giggle at his reply before connecting my lips with his.
