Loving The Beast

Chapter 20

A/N: 

Sorry for the frreaking late update! Hope you'll enjoy this chap! And have you guys checked out Monster and Lucky One? If not, you better watch it like a.s.a.p. They're creeping the Beast out of me. Anyways, mind voting? Would mean a whole lot! Gomapta !

(Baekhyun's P.O.V.)

"So how about we take it on from here, personally?"

"What are you talking about?"

The man began to chuckle sinisterly at me.

"Aigoo this is so ironic."

I frowned. This dude is crazy.

"Don't you remember a bit about me, Baekkie?"

His words immediately sent a spark inside my head. Something suddenly clicked and an image of something of the past started to play in my mind. I looked up to the man, meeting his eyes. And then there was a flash of someone else standing there.

Then everything seems to make sense.

Piece by piece came to complete the puzzle.

"You."

He smirked. "Remember me?"

I stayed silent for a while. I felt happy but yet upset. It wasn't the reunion I thought I would have with him. Not with him pointing a pistol at me.

"Tell me, why are you doing this? What does Ivy have to do with you?" I asked for answers.

"None of your business."

"It is my business. She's my maid. You're my brother."

"Brother? You call yourself a brother, Byun Baekhyun? Where were you when mom died? Where were you when she needed you the most, when I needed you the most? And you're here living your life as Mr Byun, the rich guy's only son?"

"Yi Fan-ah..."

"I'm not that stupid Yi Fan anymore!" His voice was raged with anger.

I just looked at him with my tired eyes, telling him I was sad to see him suffered so much. I immediately remembered everything that once happened in my life. The day mom left, the day my brother was taken away and the day dad decided that it was only going to be me and him. I recalled the days I cried, longing for mom when she suddenly left me. When Yi Fan suddenly disappeared. When dad faked every trip he had overseas to see mom, even though I knew the fact that mom died. Mom died because she was sick.

And I wasn't even there to hear her last breath.

I can clearly understand why Yi Fan is so mad at me.

Maybe I should die.

"Before you do anything, let me tell you something." I said, creating a sinister smirk on his face.

"Be my guest."

"I'm sorry."

"Your sorry is not gonna change anything, Baekhyun."

"I'm not finished." I bit my lips, trying to hold in every piece of my breaking heart.

"I'm sorry for letting you and mom leave. I'm sorry for not trying to find you when I had the chance. I'm sorry I wasn't there to see mom even though I badly wanted to. I'm sorry for living below the Byun's family name. I'm sorry for not being there when you needed the most. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry." My vision became blur as a tear escaped from the corner of my eye.

Yi Fan was furrowing his eyebrows, with watery eyes and shaking hands.

"But most of all, I'm sorry for being your brother."