"Push! Come on Kristin you can do it" the Queen stood next to me hand in hand as I tried to push my little Prince out of me. To say it was pain was an understatement. My vagina was being extremely stretched open and all I was feeling was pain , I was so numb. All I could think about was if I was going to die.
Andros stood on my left smoothing my hair as the doctor stood in between my legs holding my baby's head. Half was out but the lower half of his body was still inside me.
"Okay Sophie you need to give one last big push, ready?" the doctor ask raising his head up to look me in the eye. I quickly nodded wanting this to be over with.
I pushed as hard as I could have and I felt a sudden relief as the baby separarted from me. I then heard a loud cry from the new born. I didn't see my baby yet but Andros was looking down at me proudly. We were officially parents.
"O my Lord! Kia get me the scissors! Something is wrong!" the doctor suddenly screamed to the nurse. The new born that was apparently in the nurse's hands was now placed in an incubator. I watched while they both stood looking Down into my vagina. Just then I felt the urge to push. So I did.
"Stop pushing!" the doctor exclaimed.
"O my Lord, what the hell!" he screamed again.
"Doc is everything alright?" Andros asked nervously.
"There is another baby but he or she isn't moving" the doctor said seriously as he pulled hardly for me to open my legs wider. Whatever was going on was causing alot of pain for me. Just then I felt a sudden relief and then the doctor raised up a small body in his hands. Around the baby's neck was a long bloody cord. The umbilical cord. The baby really wasn't moving and it was turning blue. Tears filled my eyes. What was going on?????
The doctor was unwrapping the cord and pressing his heart down at the same time.
"Nurse record 4:05 pm as the time of death. A baby girl atleast 8months along. Cause of death, stranglation with umbilical cord. Parents Andros Balini and Sophie Aguilera" he called out as he held the tiny body in his hands and the nurse wrote. He then turned to me.
Tears were fully in my eyes now. There was another baby'?? I had twins? But how come the doctor didn't see my baby before in the ultra sound??
"I'm very sorry to inform you but you were actually having twins, a boy and girl. I honestly don't know how the baby girl's presence could have been missed on the ultra sounds and the heart listeners. That usually never happens but from the reports I got from your doctor during this pregnancy, she said that it was a healthy baby boy. Clearly she didn't notice the other heart beat and body size or else I could have rushed for both babies to be delivered on time. For all we know the doctor has been seeing two babies and mistaking them for one. So I do apologize and we would investigate this more" the doctor explained.
I was crying so much everything was blurry. My head started to hurt really badly and my stomach hurt. I lost a baby. A baby girl. My first girl.
I hadn't realize that I was trembling until Andros said.
"Do you have something you can give her for the trembling. She is taking this very negatively".
"Of course. First we have to stitch her vagina back together then we would put her to have a short nap to regain her engery for now" he explained while he wrote on a clip board.
Just then I felt myself drifting off into the darkness. Falling into the world of unconsciousness.
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3days later
I hadn't fully recover yet from giving birth and the surprise that I had another baby. Maybe the fact that I lost that other baby. Yesterday we buried her and she was named Princess Ameliora Rosa Stefia Balini. Born on August 3rd 2012.
To say I cried would be an understatement I was like a water fall. Honestly how could I have not know I had another baby? I should have known and save her. Since then I barely ate and sleep. I havent had more than one word conversations with Andros and all I did was cry and breast feed my son. We changed his name to Marco Rocco Balini. He looked everything like his dad, his nose, eyes, shaped face , the only thing he had to say he was mine was my blonde hair. He was extremely beautiful. I loved him in every possible way.
I actually lost alot of weight in the past couple of days I went from 134 pounds to 110 . I was really small, I barely recognized myself, I definitely didn't look like I had twins.
Next week I was supposed to make my first appearance in front of the entire country at their national parade which was held every year. Andros and I were to announce our engagement. To say I was excited was understatement.
I was currently lying down naked on the bed breast feeding Marco when Andros walked in.
"Hey there" he said softly while smiling.
"Hey" I murmured back not making eye contact. I honestly was afraid Andros blamed me for Ameliora's death . He hadn't said it but I'm sure he was thinking it.
"Wanna go for a walk in the garden?" he asked while coming to lie down next to me.
"No Dros I'm feeding your son" I simply stated wanting him to go away.
"Ma could watch him for us, I wanna talk to you please" he pleaded begging with his eyes.
"He is our responsibility Andros! Not your mother's!" I said snapping at him.
"I never said he wasn't! Damn it Kristin! Here I am throwing myself at you and all your doing is pushing me away! What the fuck did I do to you? All I did was try to be nice to you and support you. And all your doing is ignoring me! Have it your way! I would leave okay" and with that he left the room slamming the door hard making Marco jump in my arms.
What the hell just happened?
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The Princess Can Kick Ass
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