The Broken Hero

Chapter 7

As my hand lands on the door knob, I start thinking about everything that has been happening the whole day, definitely not normal, I couldn't really grasp the whole situation I barley knew what is happening, it all just seems like a bad dream I can't wake up from but still struggles to wake up from it,but... I still want to know what is happening, I want to know what this game we call life will bring me, to know if my dream is real or not, I don't know what me wanting to be a hero has anything to do with this but I do know that after this is all done I will learn something from it. I then shut my eyes tight and get ready for anything that might happen, I slowly take a deep breath and then slowly exhale while opening my eyes and finally turn the door knob and push the door open.

Unexpected was the first word that came to mind, a long hallway stretched in front of me and what surprised me the most was that it was longer than it seemed from the outside, it actually scared me a little but without hesitation I step forward and go through the door also closing the door behind me, It totally looked and felt different from outside, It didn't look so old and worn out like the outside it actually looks like it has been cleaned recently, pictures where hanged on the walls and they all seemed like large green plains with big trees, some where pictures of apples and one looked like a snake devouring a man, all of this gave me the chills but I tried to ignore the weird paintings and just move forward so I started walking down the creepy hallway. As I walk, I don't see any sign of another entrance or exit, It felt like I was going in circles, could I really bee trapped on one of those endless hallways that no one comes out? I started trembling and I was kind of freaking out alit bit but I didn't stop walking, I couldn't, It felt as if something was pulling me towards the end of the endless hallway until I finally grew tired and stopped my feet completely so that I couldn't walk any further,

"What the hell is happening...?" I whispered to myself, I couldn't see myself but I felt pale, don't ask why I think I feel pale, I just know it, and it's not because of the hallway, I suddenly felt a train of thought go right through my brain making me feel real weak and sick, it literally made me want to vomit, I felt how everything I wanted to let out was stuck on the middle of my throat, my sight started to get blurry just like the time I met Scarlet and the same music started to play inside my head, my body also started to get real tense to the point i couldn't move it, my heart also started to beat so fast it made it hard for me to breath, drowning, I felt like I was drowning, my eyes then started to slowly close on their own, images then started to appear inside my head, all of them seemed so familiar, I slowly felt how my body fell to the ground but couldn't even move it and even if I tried to move it hunted all over, 

"I want so sleep... i don't want to be here anymore..." those words came out of my mouth without me knowing and in an instant I wake up on what seemed to be a small island, very small, I was sitting down on a normal chair below a beautiful tree that looked like it changed the color of its leafs every second that passed, water surrounded me, it didn't look deep, it probably just reaches up to my ankle, the sky also is colorful, looked like it was night and day at the same time with a bright orange color far to the horizons and then fading into a dark purple color far to the top filled with beautiful stars and each shining in a different color making the water around me sparkle with different colors, this is something I definitely I wanted to see after everything that has happened today,

"Beautiful" I said softly with a relaxed face,

"It sure is" a voice said coming from in front of me, while turning to face the man my eyes land directly on his locking on so tightly i couldn't turn away, how come I didn't notice him earlier when I was looking around this place, he was tall, his face was completely destroyed as if his face was burned with a flamethrower but not only his face his whole body, he didn't have any clothes but neither did he have any sot of genitals, he also had small horns poking out of his forehead, dark red eyes almost like my own and his hair was silver white he didn't look human,

"Who are you?" I asked without hesitation,

"My, don't you remember this gorgeous face" his voice sounded a little to friendly compared to his whole being,

"I don't know you"

"It was to be expected... well, no matter, my little Rever" again with someone that knows my name

"Why does everyone know my name!?!"

"Oh young one, there is still much you can't grasp"

"Is there something I have to know?"

"There is actually a lot you don't know young one and a lot of things you mustn't know"

"What is happening to me?"

"You sure have a lot of questions young one"

"I only want answers to what the fuck is actually fucking happening!!!" I snapped, I don't know why, but, I feel so enraged, his voice, him just being here disturbing my peace just makes me so god dam mad,

"Hahaha! You sure have a temper young one, if answers are what you want I will gladly answer"

"What...is...happening"

"There is no accurate answer to that but I can tell you that you are going through a lot of pain and sorrow, and you apparently don't know why"

"I don't want to hear anything I already know"

"Then what is it that you want to know"

"I... I don't know..." I felt so weak hearted, what was I actually looking for, what do I live for, why am I even alive,

"I think you know the answer to that young one" did I just say that out loud?, no, Im sure I didn't, did he actually read my mind,

"You're mistaken young one, I can't read minds"

"Then how in the world are you listening to my thoughts?!?"

"Do you know where we are young one?"

"Hmmm...No..."

"All of this... is happening inside you're own head, a world you created so that you could get away from the real one, you created this world because you didn't want to live in the real world anymore and you couldn't gain the courage to kill yourself"

"Wha...Who... Who in the world are you"

"That I can't tell you, but I can tell you that I am a being that lives inside you, ever since you where born and will ever bee until you die"  I was completely shocked, just who is this man,

"I can't tell you who I am, but I can tell you my name young Rever" incredible tension filled my body, my eyes where closing by themselves again but before they could completely close I barley cought a glimpse at the face of the man with a big smile filled with confidence and then said,

"Charlie"

Right after that, I woke up again sitting on a chair but this time was different, the room was different, the chair was different, It actually felt real, I slowly started to open my eyes,

"Is it finally over...?"

"Im afraid its just the beginning Rever" not again! why does this keep happening to me, can't this just fucking end, my head automatically started to turn towards the voice, a man, sitting in a chair in front of me leaning towards me, he looks just like me, black hair, red eyes and the same look on my face when I really want something,

"Are you awake, son?