Retrograde

Chapter 6: Rewind

*Mikayla POV*

I was up all night thinking about what Landon could’ve possibly meant by kill Jason. I literally didn’t sleep.  I felt that if I did, Jason would be no more when I woke up. So, I just lay in bed until it was a decent enough time for me to actually get up. Landon’s words just kept repeating in my head, I mean, I know what Jason did to me was wrong, but kill him. Please tell me he wasn’t being serious.

*Flashback*

“Mikayla, where are you going with this?” “Ssshhhh, Landon! Be patient!” He did as I told and I started singing.

I love the way you make me feel
I love it, I love it
I love the way you make me feel
I love it, I love it

I stopped during Mac Miller’s part

You give me that kind of somethin
Want it all the time, need it every day
On a scale of one to ten I’m at a hundred
Never get enough, I can’t stay away

If you want it, I got it, I got it every day
You can get whatever you need from me
Stay by your side, I'll never leave you
And I ain't going nowhere cause you’re a keeper

So don’t you worry, baby you got me
I got a bad boy, I must admit it
You got my heart, don’t know how you did it
And I don’t care who sees it babe
I don’t want to hide the way I feel when you’re next to me

I love the way, I love the way
Baby I love the way, ooh I love the way
The way I love you

Ooh it’s so crazy you get my heart jumpin
When you put your lips on mine
And honey it ain’t a question (q- question)
Cause boy I know just what you like

So if you need it, I got it, I got it every day
Be your lover and friend, you’ll find it all in me
Stay by your side, I’ll never leave you
And I ain’t going nowhere cause you’re a keeper

So don’t you worry, baby you got me
I got a bad boy, I must admit it
You got my heart, don’t know how you did it
And I don’t care who sees it babe
I don’t wanna hide the way I feel when you’re next to me

I love the way, I love the way
Baby I love the way, ooh I love the way
The way I love you

So don’t you worry, baby you got me
I got a bad boy, I must admit it
You got my heart, don’t know how you did it
And I don’t care who sees it babe
I don’t wanna hide the way I feel when you’re next to me

I love the way, I love the way
Baby I love the way, ooh I love the way
I love the way, I love the way
baby I love the way, ooh I love the way
The way I love you

 

The way I love you, you, you
Yeah, the way

I love the way you make me feel
I love it, I love it
I love the way you make me feel
I love it, the way I love you

 

I finished and Landon’s mouth was hanging wide open. “Close your mouth, you’ll catch flies.” He closed his mouth. “Cameron heard me singing in the shower. That’s what we were partially talking about. Apparently, singing is my talent.” He cleared his throat. “Yeah it is! Why haven’t you told anyone? Mom and dad are going to eat you alive!” “Landon this is exactly why! Do you see yourself? I don’t want people freeing out on me because of my talent.” I was on the verge of tears; I didn’t want to tell my favorite brother this this way. “Hey, I’m not going to tell anyone. This is on you, but you can’t hide it forever, kid.” He engulfed me in a hug. Immediately felt better, he gives the best hugs. “Now, what else did you talk about?” “Jason’s back.” I whispered.

“What? Mikayla speak up.” I sighed, not ready to give him this information. “Jason is back.”

I have never seen my brother so angry before. His face was redder than ever. “I’m going to kill him.” And he left my room slamming the door. Oh no…

When I was finished with my flashback, my alarm started ringing telling me it was time for my morning run around the neighborhood. My brothers and I do it almost every morning. By almost, I mean I run every day, twice a day, the boys will run when they want to. I don’t hear them up so I walk out of the door and put my DIESEL playlist on. It’s a playlist I made to motivate me using my alter-ego, “Diesel”, as the title. Then I go for my 30 minute run.

*30 Minutes Later*

That was a great run! I have never been so refreshed in my life, until I got in the shower. Of course, all I could think about in the shower and on my run was Jason, Landon’s words, and obviously Cameron. God that boy was so perfect. Not the point Mikayla! Get your shit together!

I step out of my ensuite and start walking to my closet. I chose a California Republic t-shirt, some black skinny’s, and brown combat boots. I grab my “M” necklace and my grandfather’s gold bracelet, put on some eyeliner and mascara and walk out of my room. Once I leave my sound and apparently smell proof room, my mouth starts watering because I smell chocolate chip pancakes and bacon. Could life get any better?! I guess it can because when I get down the stairs and into the kitchen, Cameron is sitting in between my brothers and Jessica is across the table, too busy smiling at her phone. Something happened last night with her. I haven’t gotten a chance to ask her what, but she’s my sister, I know her. “Good morning, “Baby Wilde”, Cameron smiles. I need a moment to recollect myself here… Okay, good. “When are you going to stop calling me that, Wilson?” I reply with a groan. “I was thinking forever, but if that’s not long enough for you, I don’t know what to tell you because forever is a long time.” I shake my head at his remark and begin eating my delicious breakfast. “Hey, kids! It’s time to go. Hello, Cameron it’s nice to see you again.” Sonia says. “Hi Sonia, bye Sonia!” Cameron waves and starts walking to the elevator. “Wait up Jess! I need to talk to you.” I scream and run after her. We let the boys take the first elevator down and we take the next one. I walk in and she walks in after me and presses the “G” button for garage. I speak up, “Jess, what happened to you last night?”  Her eyes widen and now I know for sure she’s hiding something. “Oh, what the hell, you’re my sister, my built in best friend and personal pain in the ass; you’re going to find out eventually.” She takes a deep breath while I wait for what’s going to come out of her mouth.

*Jessica’s POV*

 

I get in the elevator with my dear sister and wonder what she called me back for. I’m assuming it’s about Cameron and how oblivious she is. He’s love head over heels in love with her, I’m surprised Hayden and Chase can’t see it. Actually, I’m going to take that back. Pretty much everyone but she and the twins don’t see it. I mean, even Sienna sees it and she’s six years old for Christ’s sake! Sorry Jesus. “Jess, What happened to you last night?” Mikayla asks me. Dammit! How can she always tell when something’s up? I guess that’s the sister bond. Well you may as well tell her now; she’s going to get it out of you sooner or later.  “Oh, what the hell, you’re my sister, my built in best friend and personal pain in the ass; you’re going to find out eventually.” I take a deep breath while I wait for what’s going to come out of my mouth. 

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It's been a while. I've been trying to find time to write, but after my grandfather's funeral, I missed four days of school for that trip. The last two weeks have been absoloute hell for me. I've had twice as much homework than usual and missing like 15 hours of sleep a week! Plus soccer practice and golf practice every day. And everyday I have to remind myself that he's gone.  Well... enough of my sad sob story. There will probably be more to come later this week. 

Thanks. 

Love Paige <3