|Ignore| Carl Gallagher

Chapter 5

Carl's Pov
Nicki! Nicki! What the hell is happening?! She just passed out, out of no where! I'm freaking out because I don't know what to do. My whole world is spinning.
In the corner of my eye I see Bonnie. Oh shit I thought, I can't be seen with Nicki I wouldn't be "popular" anymore. I'm going to regret this but I left her in the street and bolted behind a tree. Bonnie didn't see me thank god but she's walking toward Nicki. I can't let her do anything worse to Nicki so I run behind her before she can  get to Nicki and say "Hi Bonnie". "Where the fuck did you come from Carl"? "Getting high behind that tree how bout you". "Getting horny let me give you a blow job Carl what do you say"? "I'm fine I'm not really in the mood today Bonnie". "Your always in the mood what the fuck just let me do it". "Fine" I say a little forced.
5 minutes later I'm in my room letting a slut suck my dick. It doesn't even feel good anymore it's not like it used to be. I'm such an idiot for leaving Nicki outside all by herself. she seriously is still in the middle of the street passed out. "We done yet" I questioned.

"Carl what the fuck has gotten into you". 

"I just don't want you to be here right now Bonnie I don't want company; I don't want a blowjob; I don't want you".

"Fine bye asshole hope you have a great fucking day".

"Same to you" I muttered.
She was gone. She ran down with her 10 inch heels and her dress that barely fit. My mission was to get Nicki out of the street and then bring her in my house. I ran out and picked her up bridal style and laid her down on my bed. I looked at her and studied everything, she's beautiful I thought; she's perfect.

Nicki's Pov
[next day]
I woke up with a male figure next to me. Haven't been in this bedroom in a long time I thought thinking of the old times we used to have. Carl didn't see that I was up.

"Good morning" I said quietly.

"You mean goodnight" he joked.

"Ha-ha-ha not funny" I said in a non joking manor. I sat here for an hour while Carl took a nap, he hasn't gotten any sleep because apparently he was watching me sleep.

2 hours went by and he is still sleeping, I walked into his bathroom and found a razor. I stared at it. I looked back and closed the door and locked it. I looked in the mirror which felt like forever. I grabbed it again, cut a few times and blood was in the sink; exploded everywhere; dripped on the carpet. Shit I thought to myself I need to clean this up.

"Nicki are you in there"?

"Yeah" I said in an innocent voice.

"Just wondering I'm going to be downstairs making us waffles" Carl said.

Carl is sweet he cares about me. To be honest I think he loves me but I'm not so sure because he's fine with me but he just has to prove to himself that he doesn't have to change who he is to be around the "popular" crowd.

Don't forget kids to be yourself around others don't be fake. A lot happened in this chapter I hope y'all enjoyed it give me some feedback on the story! <3
~.~ gabby