Carl's Pov
I'm waiting for the doctor to tell us what's going on with Nicki
"Nicki Jenkins.....passed away a few minutes ago" he explained. "You can come in here and see her body if you want".
My heart dropped, my life has ended because the love of my life was......was dead.
Fiona hugged me tight and as I stood there in shock with my mouth still hanging open.
I went in and I looked at her, her still body. Just like how she was when she sleeps, so subtle. She's like an angel. I'm going to miss her like crazy.
I kissed her hand and whispered "I love you". Into her ear, I know she can hear me.
Tears fall into her hair as I hug her for the last time. I stand there and cry as I watch my sisters talk to her.
Debbie's Pov
I walked up to her, the closest friend I've ever had, she was like a sister to me. She always helped me when I was down. When I first got my period she was there. When I lost my virginity, she was the first one to know.
My eyes got glossy and I hugged her tight, the last hug I will ever get from her. I walked away next to Carl we were astounded. Fiona hugged her and cried.
Fiona looked over at us.
"There is a note in her hand" she said in a raspy voice.
Carl's Pov
I went over quickly and opened her hand and saw the piece of paper laying there still.
I read it and it said
"Carl I love you I hope you know that, by the time your seeing this I'm dead but trust me I'm in a better place, I woke up and told them to give me an overdose, I never intended to hurt you but I didn't have enough left anymore I love all of you with all my heart but it was my time, I'm sorry Carl I love you baby and I will never forget you".
-Nicki
I cried over the paper. She could be here right now. She wanted to die. Why?
"Fiona, Debbie, she killed herself".
"What do you mean" Fiona said concerned?
"She took an overdose, well the doctors gave her an overdose".
"She wanted to die Carl"! Debbie screamed.
"Well she is gone now guys we have to let it go and go back to our fucked up lives" I said sadly.
I knew I was never going to let this go, she's gone and I'm gone too, I'm lost and I miss her.
Nicki is dead, every story can't be happy guys. Hope you enjoyed this sad chapter, give me feedback love y'all and😭
-Gabby
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FanfictionNicki and Carl have been best friends since they were 5. But now they are 15 and Carl has shut Nicki out. He doesn't text her anymore. Doesn't look at her in the hallways. She doesn't get why he hates her so much. He changed. Nicki doesn't really kn...
