|Ignore| Carl Gallagher

Chapter 9

Nicki's Pov
My eyes flutter open and see.....my mom?
I screamed
Loud
Cried
They had to calm me down for awhile. I told my mom to get the fuck away from me and never come back again. She flipped me off and left. Typical.
I cried, alone.
Carl, Fiona and Debbie came back, they didn't know I was up. Fiona came running towards me and hugged me, so did Debbie, Carl just stood there, uncomfortable. Fiona said she wanted us to have some time alone, I agreed.
Carl ran up and hugged me. I didn't hug him back.
"Nicki are you mad at me".
"You didn't have to do that Carl, kiss me in front of everyone and tell Bonnie to go fuck herself because she wouldn't come for you, she would come for me and she did so".
"Did you cut yourself because of me Nicki"?
"Yes and no, I have a screwed up life and your part of that, you ignored me, and life keeps getting worse, so yes it was because of you".
"If you don't want me to be in your life then fine, I'll go".
"Carl wait, what you did yesterday was sweet, but don't change your whole life for me".
"I won't, I'll go back to my life and you'll go back to yours bye Nicki".

Carl's Pov
I do something nice she doesn't like it, wonder why I left her 2 years ago. She needs to make her mind up because I'm not stopping my life for her anymore.
I walk into my house and run up to my room and sit there. I hear pouting from the bathroom. It's either Debbie or Fiona.
Why am I such a fuck up? I need Nicki and I messed it up again. She's going to ignore me the whole year and maybe more years.
I don't know what to do anymore.

Nicki's Pov
I left the hospital and went straight up to the Gallagher house hold. Debbie answered the door.
"Oh hey Nicki, Carl is upst-".
"No I'm not here to see Carl, just because me and his friendship didn't work doesn't mean ours doesn't, I should've never stopped talking to you".
"Come in Nicki I would love to have my "sister" back in the fam".
"Thanks".

Carl's Pov
I hear someone laughing downstairs; I know that laugh it's Nicki. As much as I don't want to see her, I do. If that makes any sense. I run down the stairs and see her beautiful wavy chestnut hair, it waves back and forth. Her smile fades when she sees me. She looks down at her stomach to avoid eye contact with me.
She cleared her throat and said "well um it's getting late hope y'all have a great night". She paced quickly to get her jacket. I can't live without her, I have to chase after her.

"Nicki I can't live without you".

"Well try".

"No Nicki".

"Why Carl".

"Because I actually give a fuck about you, I really love you, and when I'm not with you I go out of my mind I can't eat; can't think".

"Well you did for 2 years so I think you can handle it". Still not looking at me, still facing towards her house

"Nicki how much more do I have to show you, I want to be with you, I know not talking to you for 2 years was a fuck up move, I know it was wrong but I did it because I was to scared to tell you about my deeper feelings, it was all about you Nicki you were never out of my mind".

"You were never out of mine either". At that point she slowly stroked her way toward me and pressed her lips against mine. She said with a teardrop strolling down her face "and that's why you need to let me do this".

This was a hard chapter to write but Carl and Nicki are otp. Hope you enjoyed my chapter love y'all and please comment and like <3
-Gabby