Adopted by Mithzan

XIII) I Miss My Friends

Abby pov.
I'm sitting in the car with Max and we are going to get food for dinner it's kinda dark outside so it's hard to see anything I look out the window for a bit then I hear the screeching tires and I see the lights zoom towards the car I wake up and scream Max runs to my room.
"What happened are you okay" he speaks quietly and sounds so worried
"Yea yea I'm fine just a bad dream" I try talk without sounding terrified
"What happened or do you just want to leave it"
"I was in your car and we crashed exactly like how I lost my family" tears are streaming down my face
"It's okay you're okay I want let anything happen to you" he hugged me and went back to bed
I lay in bed for about 2-3 more hours thinking about everyone back home all my friends my family that's still alive and everything I miss I can feel myself starting to cry again I sit up and hug my legs like I did when I was sad and fluffy would always comfort me and my friends would be there to help.
Buzz buzz
I got a Facebook message from blueberry
"It's Lilly she pregnant and she's having a girl".
"What when"
"3 months"
"I need to see her"
"Yes come back we all miss you jojo has been depressed for so long" (can't remember some of the nicknames they have changed)
"Well I need to sleep talk sometime bye"
"Bye"
By now I'm in tears I can't think my friend is having a child and jojo is still depressed I promised to help him I've been gone for to long I need to go back and see them.  By now it's 4 in the morning and I can't sleep so I just lye in my bed until I can feel the darkness taking over, I quickly get up and go to the kitchen to get a drink as I walk in I see Tim standing in the pantry eating food.
"Tim what are you doing" I whisper. I guess I scared him
"Ua umm well that's a good question don't tell Ross"
"Are you eating his food"
"Possibly"
"Ok give me some and I won't tell"
"Fine here"
I take it and get a glass of water and go back to bed. When I get to my room I sit on the floor and grab my phone I see fluffy is online
A, hey my fluff
F, Abby hey how are you it's been to long come back I need you
A, I'm not so good and I want to so bad what do you need me for
F, wait why are you not good
A, I tried to kill myself again
F, Abby no stop I know it's hard and you are going through hell but you can make it you are the strongest person I know Abby you mean to much to me to leave me alone again
A, I'm sorry I love you and I never want to hurt you and I'm so happy that even though we haven't talked for two years we are still besties
F, hey I need to go mr mills is yelling at me
A, tell him it's me and I'm alive
Fluffy is calling you
"Hey Abby"
"Hi everyone"
"What time is it there"
"Like 4 in the morning"
"We should let you sleep"
"Yea but I'm ok with being in class for one more hour"
"Don't you have school where you are"
"Yea I do but I'm not going to school for the next 2 weeks and I've changed schools twice in 5 weeks"
"Why have you done that"
"Doesn't matter"
Max" Abby what are you doing it 4 o'clock "
"Sorry Max night everyone"
Max looks at me with a very tired look and I know I he wants me to sleep
"That was my old school  I just wanted to say hi I really miss them I - I want to go back to see them"
"Maybe next month maybe"

I'm sorry this took so long I've been very last that all I can actually say