Please Tommy: Maze Runner One Shots & Imagines [On Hold]

Anxiety Pt. 2

Imagine:::

Newt waking up in the box//Glade (however in happened) and having a panic attack. Alby trying to calm him down. Newt's first week in the Glade is just him going in and out of anxiety attacks, trying to get over them. He never does get rid of them or learn to control them, but he does learn how to hide them.

Newt having a panick attack while running the Maze, when he thinks he hears a Griever behind him. 

Newt shutting himself off from the other Glader's when Alby and MInho never come back from looking at the "dead" Griever. He's just managed to calm himself when Chuck starts yacking at him. (Poor timing Chucky, my little buddy.)

Newt sitting outside the Door with Chuck all night long. Not talking, just staring into space. Trying to stay calm.

Newt's short temper when Teresa comes around, when Gally starts bugging him about Thomas, when Thomas is Thomas, when the sky goes grey. All because he's too busy trying to stay calm to deal with every lovin problem every glader has.

Newt out in the Scorch, realizing he hadn't had an attack in a while. Wondering why.

Newt finding out he was going to die from the Flare and for once in his life feeling calm.

All this is so Newt it's scary. By now I am 98.4% certain that Newt suffered from anxiety attacks. Which is really, really sad. But at the same time, good to know about him.

Sorry this isn't really a story, tho this would make an interesting one. But idk how to realistically write a panic attack and its something I feel comfortable making up. It feels disrespectful. Thanks for understanding. 😊

>>Adry Grace

P.S. I might not have the chance to update again for a couple of weeks. My life over the next two or three is going to be chaotic. But when I update again, I'll have something really good. I've got an awesome idea.

P.P.S. Did this suck? I wrote the original on my laptop yesterday and it was amazing but when I went to publish it from my phone I accidentally deleted it. Stupid stupid me. So I had to rewrite it and I feel like it's horrible. Okay, goodbye for real this time.