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18. Chris Miles • 3

Plot: You know Chris is sad but you don't talk to him about it, until he comes to your place because of that, but with something else on his mind.

Chris had been feeling sad lately. You didn't know why but you noticed it. You were in the group and laughing. He was trying to fake his smile, but you knew him better. You didn't try talking to him 'cause you thought if he wanted to talk then he would come to you. But still, it hurt you too, seeing him like this, since you thought you loved him.

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You were alone at your house, listening to music. You loved music, as it made you forget about the rubbish day you were having. Then, you heard the door. Somebody was knocking furiously. You turn the music off and go for the door. You open and it's Chris. ''I've been knocking for 5 minutes'' he says looking upset. ''I'm sorry..I was just listening to music, and couldn't hear..'' you say and he goes in, without permission. You close the door and look at him. He turns to you ''I've been having a really horrible day..or month anyway and I wanna do something that will make me happy.'' he says but you are puzzled but excited at the same time as ideas start popping into your head. Chris takes his shirt off and goes closer to you and, unexpectedly, kisses you. It's slow at first but then it becomes aggresive as he pushes you against a wall. You loved it but then you started thinking that he was taking advantage of you because he somehow knew you loved him. ''Stop'' you say and push him away from your body. ''Sorry..I knew this was a bad idea..'' he says, seeming sad. ''It's not that I don't like you..I don't want you to use me..that's..that's all..'' you say, trying to make him feel better about it but it's obvious it's not much. Chris who was putting his shirt back on , looks at you with confusion and maybe anger. ''Is this really what you think of me? Wow, thanks!'' he says. ''No, Chris! I just don't want to get hurt..'' you say, trying to hold back the tears that were now starting to appear to your eyes. ''I would never want to hurt you..'' Chris says and comes closer, seeing how you are almost crying. He hugs you and strokes your hair. ''You don't get it..but I love you'' he whispers. You hold still for a moment and hug him tighter, before you pull back to look at him. ''I love you too'' you say, now smiling and kiss him again. ''So..why are you having a 'bad month'?'' you ask him. ''It doesn't matter..I'm with you now'' he says smiling and kisses your nose. You put your hands around his neck and kiss him again, hopeful your love will melt his sadness.