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13. Freddie McClair • 2

Plot: You had lost your virginity to Freddie, and after that, he acted like it never happened. After some time, he goes by your house when he needs you and tells you why he'd been acting strange. 

You and Freddie had something way before you meet the others (Effy,Katie, etc). You were each others firsts. You hadn't planned it, it just happened. You liked Freddie, way before that but you weren't sure if he felt the same way and thought after you had sex, he wanted you too. The day after that, you tried talking to him but you saw him with another girl, flirting, exchanging dirty looks. Then you realised, you weren't together. You never were. You went home and cried your eyes out. You were really hurt, and you hadn't forgotten what happened, not even after all this time. You didn't tell Freddie though. You didn't tell anyone.

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You were at your house, alone. Your parents were out, as usual. It was pretty late, but you weren't sleeping. You couldn't anyway. Then you heard a sound. Somebody was knocking on the door. You went near the door and asked who it was. ''Freddie..can I come in?'' says the person behind the door. You were shocked. He hadn't come to your house sicne forever. You open the door and let him in. ''I wasn't expecting you'' you tell him, when you sat on the couch. ''I didn't know where else to go'' he says and seems sad. You got a little sad then, as you thought he was taking advantage of you. ''My dad kicked me out. Karen told him some stuff and he decided I couldn't be part of the family anymore'' he tells you, and appears upset. ''I'm sorry to hear that'' you say and touch his hand but soon take it back. ''I'll get back eventually. I think. I-I was just wondering..Can I stay here? Only for tonight?'' Freddie asks. You let him stay, you couldn't say 'no' to him, especially after he told you this. You couldn't say no to him anyway. You went to your bedroom and both laid on your bed.

You backs were almost touching. After a few moments, you feel him move and his face is looking at your back. He starts placing soft kisses on your skin which is not covered by your shirt. You know where this is going but you don't want to, even though you still have fellings for him. ''Stop..'' you say, not agrily. ''Why? Don't you want it? I know you do..'' he says and you're confused. ''Yeah, I don't want it.'' you say and turn to see his face. ''Like the other time? That you acted like nothing had happened? Yeah I would love for that to happen again!'' you continue, showing you were upset about it. ''I only left it 'cause I thought it meant nothing to you!'' he says angirly. ''Yeah right. I bet that's the reason for dating, and fucking other girls, isn't it?'' you say again, not wanting to let him get away this time. ''The reason is because I couldn't have you! Don't you get it!?'' he says but you say nothing as you think it's just an excuse to have sex with you. He doesn't even ask you and starts kissing you. You pull him back, although you enjoyed it. ''Please, let me be with you! I can't take it any more..'' he says and you kiss him as you realise you missed him. You said you were together now, but you weren't so sure still.