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James Cook #12

•Inspired of a series I was watching few days ago, so it's not really original or any good, but I hope you like it anyway :) 

''I told you, I only love you, Cook, why would you think I don't?'' you say to your boyfriend, in a fight you're having. He currently believes you don't love him, that you're only with him because you're afraid he'll get hurt if you break up with him. You know it's only happening because he's insecure, he never felt like anyone really loved him. ''I don't really think I believe you, just say it, I don't care!'' Cook says one more time. ''If you don't believe my words, then let my actions prove that I love you'' you tell him and hold his hand. ''No'' he barely mumbles and gets up, walking away. You told yourself that he's going to get over this thing soon, if you don't show him he shouldn't, but still it was too much this time. Maybe something had happened.

A few days passed, with you messaging Cook whenever you thought you should. Just to see if he was alright. But he wasn't answering. You didn't even know if he was dead or alive. So, you decided it was time to meet him, at his house. You didn't want to show up out of the blue, so you texted him you were coming. He didn't respond. 

''Cook, open the door'' you say and almost immediately he lets you in. The atmosphere is pretty awkward, you're sensing that it's not good. A few moments of silence go by, and you're not even looking at each other, you just sit on the couch. You turn to Cook, looking into his eyes. He looks right back. ''I don't love you anymore'' he finally says. You can feel yourself breaking after realising what he had just said. ''You don't?'' you ask. ''I don't, I never did'' he says again. You feel like you're about to cry, and you don't want him to see that. You were puzzled, extremely confused. You get up, open the door and leave. It's not possible to be around him for more. 

You start walking fastly to your home, as tears come out of your eyes. You call you're friend who you think will be able to calm you down. ''He-he said he didn't even love me, ever'' you tell her, as you stop walking for a bit. ''Can I come to yours? I'm not even feeling well right now'' you say but at that moment you are spinned around, and hugged by someone. ''I lied baby, I lied'' he says, and you realise it's Cook. ''You don't know how hard that was, to lie like that, like I don't love you, like you don't mean the world to me'' he adds. ''What happened? You gotta tell me, I'm getting more and more confused'' you say, as you hug him too. ''I'll explain'' Cook says and holds you closer. ''Let's go back'' he says and kisses you. After this, you're sure that you're gonna be okay together, as long as you both try to be.