Chapter 13
Jayceon told me about his son, when he talked about him his whole world lit up. The only reason he moved t ATL was to be closer to him, his mother had decided to move out of New York when the other nigga she was messing with got locked up because she snitched on him. I wish Keith would have felt the same way about my babies. I got over the fact that he took away my innocent, but I don’t think that I can forgive him for taking away my babies or beating the shit out of me like I was his child.
*
*
*
*
*
*
*
Flash back
I laid in my bed and cried. “why god.” I screamed. I rocked back and forth.
My phone vibrated I got a text.
Keith: Beautiful… Look ma I'm sorry. Come outside so I can talk to you please.
I read the message over and over again.
Keith: Beautiful I'm begging you..
Man, I must be dumb as fuck, why am about to go talk to him. I put on my home made destroyed jean shorts, my Bob Marley shirt, and fire red combat boots. I grabbed my earrings shaped like bows and my gold chain with neck less with crystal on it.
I walked outside and Keith was leaning against the passenger side. He looked at me with sorry eyes.
He reached out to grab my hand I stepped back. He sighed, “I'm not going to hurt you,” I just looked at him with glossy eyes. “ man don’t cry, I said I was sorry. I was impatient with you and I shouldn’t have been, I'm used to getting what I wanted and at the time I wanted you. I didn’t want to cheat on you…” he said
I chuckled at him wiping my tears away. “ you didn’t want to cheat on me is all you have to say,” I barely whispered. “That makes ok that you took the only thing that really belonged to me? Sharwty are you pop mollies or some shit.” This nigga really pissin me the fuck off.
“aye,” He barked. “I said I was sorry take it or leave it.” He snapped.
He has lost his monkey ass mind. “man keep you fuck ass apology on the real, I'm through with you shitty ass. Man, what did I see in you.” I shook my head trying to walk away, but he pulled me back.
“Bitch--” he strated.
I turned around and got in his face. “I got yo bitch. Keep playin I'm give you a taste of yo on medicine.” I tried to pull away from him again but he punched me in the face. I wiped my nose and the next thing I know Lyfe came out of nowhere feeding him hits left and right. I just broke down crying in my front yard.
Lyfe came and picked me up, “how could you hit the mother of your kids.” And started walking to his car.
He coughed up blood and stood to his feet. “ you better get that shit taken care of before I take care of it myself.” He started walking behind us.
Lyfe turned around. “take one more step and I'm knock your head of your fuckin shoulders and I dare to try.”
I thought I was in love and found out the hard way I wasn’t. I skipped all the warn signs just to feel what I thought was love and it wasn’t even it. Now I'm pregnant with twins, this is not how I wanted my life be at 15 I'm turning into a statistic and now I am.
Lyfe got to the car and out me down to open my door. After he got in he just looked at me. “ how long have you know?” I was silent. “You got to seconds before I fuck you up.”
YOU ARE READING
Phat Is Me Honey (Complete and Slowly being edited)
RandomIts not much I can say you will just have to read to understand the life of Beautiful Honesty Jones. This book is being edited!