Phat Is Me Honey (Complete and Slowly being edited)

Phat Is Me Hone Chapter 12 (urban)

Beautiful

“Beautiful what are you doin?” I paced the floor back and forth with the pill bottle in my hand. “If I just take them all I won’t have this feelin anymore. I wont feel empty anymore.” Hot tears slid down my face.

“If you do take them I'm cock the shit out of yo dumb ass when you wake up.” I turned around and Jayceon was looking at me from the door way.

I bit my lip, he walked closer to me. His brown eyes were cold and dark he didn’t look the same. I backed way for him.

“what you movin for?” I closed my eyes tightly and prepared for the worst. “Look at me, why you close yo eyes like that? Y-you think I was gone hit you?” I looked away from him.

He pulled my chin so I could look at him. “Answer me.” He said through clinched teeth.

I nodded my head yes. “use your words Beautiful.”

“Y-yes.” I stuttered.

Jayceon sighed, “I'm tell you this one time and one time only. Don’t ever in yo life assume that I hit women because I don’t point blank period.” He said in his thick New York ascent. “tho right now I'm ready to tear yo ass up.” He snapped snatching the pills out of my hand.

“On my mama you better getchu ass back in that bed. Before I hurt yo feelins.” I did what he said and watched him pace the floor back and forth. “what was you thinkin son?” he asked.

“I--” he cut me off.

“you wasn’t, you was just bein selfish.” He shook his head. I started to cry harder. “Fuck you cryin for? Huh.” I stayed silent.

He walked over to the side of the bed he sleeps on and took off his shirt, shoes, and jeans. I sniffed, “man shut that shit up I don’t wont to hear it. You know yo ass wrong for tryin to take all them pills. Today the day you stop runnin from shit and use to damn words. Think I'm playin if you wont to, I'm forget you a female and fuck yo shit up.” He got under the coves and so did I.

I turned the opposite way of him thinking. I felt him pull my body closer to his. “On everything I love, pull some fuck shit like that again and I'm fuck you up on site. Do you understand?”

I sighed. “yes I understand.”

“good, I'm tryin to be patient with you but you pushin it with this crazy shit. I like you I don’t know how many time I got to tell you but I'm keep say it until you understand. I'm not playin you tryin to take yo on life was the most selfish thing ever in life. Did you think how Kelsey, Kim, or Lyfe would feel. You aint even gotah answer cuz you didn’t.” he whispered in my ear and tears slid down my face. He wiped them off with his hand. “goodnight Beautiful, don’t make me have this conversation again.”

“Goodnigt Jayceon. Thank you.” I said quietly.

“um-hum. No go to sleep.” He placed small kissed on my neck over and over again. Causing a flame to heat up inside me just a little, I turned around and kissed him on his lips. I lightly bit his bottom lip asking for access. He let me in and our tongs wrestled for a little while. The kiss turned out to a make out session. His strong hands grab my ass and I let out a small moan. I rubbed up and down his abs until got to the waist band of his boxers.

He broke the kiss, “No.” he simply said. I sighed frustrated and turned back around making sure to put my phat ass on his dick. I wiggled getting comfortable against his chest. “are you fuckin kiddin me right now son? Beautiful,” I ignored him and closed my eyes. “aye Beautiful. Gurl I know to hear me.” He mumble something but I was half way sleep and couldn’t understand.