Magus Verbosus (TBNRFrags)

Decisions

Alexai's POV

After Mitch had told me about him and Preston. I kind of felt bad for him. I wonder. I did everyone else know about it? Or were they just as in the dark as I was.

Alex: "Look Mitch I'm sorry I didn't know."

Mitch: "No. You didn't because you were too busy thinking about yourself and everyone else.Pushing him away from you while you dealt with everyone else and made sure they were ok and happy."

Alex: "I don't think that's a bad thing. Yeah I was pushing him away because I was scared of him. I didn't know how to handle it because I'm not use to having someone hang off me every second of the day or look after me. If you want him you can fucking have him. I'm not going through this shit with you Mitch. Stop being a fucking child. Grow up and run after that ass hole. Because for all I care he is probably dead somewhere.Because I know for a fact he isn't here in the house. And I'd probably assume he hasn't been here for the past few days."

Mitch: "What the fuck makes you think like that?"

That's a bloody good question. What did make me think of that?"

Alex: "He hung off me every waking moment. Even when he thought I would hate him forever he still tried to be around me. Trust me. If he was here he would have been in this room with us and he would have known you would have woken up. And in lue of that had told everyone. We wouldn't be talking privately right now if he was here now would we?"

He looked at me with disbelief. As if I just solved the quadratic formula to perfect the idea of mass teleportation without the need for innate abilities using particle theory. Probably not ever possible but hey. That's the look I got.

Mitch: "Well then where is he all mighty one?"

Alex: "Fuck off and go find him yourself. I want nothing to do with you. I won't say anything if no one else knows."

Mitch: "Your pathetic."

At that he turned around and opened the door in front of him before colliding with someone. I watch as he completely ignores them and runs off. I lay my head on the pillow behind me.

Jerome: "Are you ok?"

Alex: "I'm awake so I guess that's a plus."

Jerome: "How are you feeling?"

Alex: "Like shit but I'm alive."

I lifted my head off the pillow and went to move before a feeling of exhaustion hit me like a tonne of bricks. I let out a deep sigh before feeling the bed dip a little.

Jerome: "You want to head down to the others?"

Alex: "Jerome I can't protect everyone."

Jerome: "Wait what say that again."

Alex: "I said I can't protect everyone."

Jerome: "No you said my name. You know who we are?"

Well. Fuck.

Alex: "I couldn't do it.I couldn't let go. My memories are all I have left at the moment of home. I would have no idea who you all are. It would make the Preston situation easy as fuck that's for sure. But I had to think way too fast. And I didn't think it was worth it. I did something else."

I turned my head to see Jerome staring at me intently. The poor bugger looked so upset.

Jerome: "You didn't did you?"

Alex: "Depends what you think I did."

Jerome: "I won't ask.But I think I know. Can you prove which one though?"