Is This Love?

Thirst For Love

Rivai POV

Warning.. Mature Content.. A little xD You were warned.

I woke to the sound of the room door opening in the middle of the night. I was only asleep for fifteen minutes. I glared and grabbed a knife instantly throwing at the door. A gasp was heard from behind it. Sounded like a woman. I sighed and stood leaving Erwin's arms carefully. I grabbed my coat and pulled it over my shoulders before walking to the door and glaring at the person standing there. It was Mikasa. Her eyes didn't meet mine but she looked at the small knife that was embedded into the wooden door.

"What do you want? I'm trying to sleep." I crossed my arms and looked up at her. She eventually met my gaze and she frowned.

"I want to apologize for how I acted. I feel horrible... treating you like that." She rubbed her arm. I sighed and glanced at Erwin who was fast asleep. I stepped out into the hallway shutting the door behind me.

"Don't even bother. It won't change anything." I looked away and so did she.

"I know but.. Eren is practically family. He doesn't see me that way.. Doesn't matter. Sleep well heichou." She turned and walked off. I watched her go and headed back inside with a groan of annoyance. Women.. All they give are headaches. I laid my coat down and slipped back into bed turning away from Erwin so my back was too him. I felt his arms pull me close and I tensed feeling his body touch mine. I stared at a wall for a while until I fell asleep. Morning came fast and I practically had a day off from doing anything. I curled up in my chair while Erwin was fixing his hair. My eyes drifted over absentmindedly to watch him for a moment. I was thinking quietly about something. He caught me looking and grinned walking over.

"Something wrong?" He wrapped his arms around me. I shook my head looking away.

"No. Nothing's wrong. I didn't know I was looking. Sorry." My face flushed making him chuckle.

"Don't worry about it." He spoke up. I moved from his arms and stood stretching out. I turned and looked up at him with a small nod. A mischievous grin crossed his face and he pinned me down halfway on the desk. My back felt the cool wood through my thin buttoned up shirt. My eyes widened and a gasp escaped my lips. The commander chuckled again simply amused at my reaction. I was taking small breaths to keep myself calmed down. He held my arms above my head and our legs touched. He leaned down and kissed me gently. I lifted my head some and returned the kiss. Our lips parted at a decent pace. He did release my arms so I was able to sit up and wrap my legs around his hips. The kiss deepened and I clung onto his shirt tightly. I tensed up when I felt the buttons to my top unloosening one by one. I could honestly say I'm totally nervous about this. My heart was beating quickly when his hands slid the shirt off my shoulders. I helped him of course. His lips touched my neck and I couldn't help but close my eyes and just bite my lip to keep myself quiet. I looked to the door and he only pulled away to make sure it was locked so no one would enter. He could sense my hesitation from that.

"Better?" Erwin asked with a smirk. I looked away with a nod and he ran his hands up my legs. I shivered some from his touch and slid off the bolo tie around his neck. I unbuttoned his shirt and pulled it off him. Our lips met again in a passionate kiss. I glided my fingers through his blonde hair and bites trailed across my neck and collarbone. My moans were quiet but it made him feel pleased with himself. Jerk..... I thought to myself. My bare back touched the wood again as he made me lay back down. I loosened my leg's hold on him and my blue eyes watched him. His gaze held lust but love in the mix of it. I didn't have my belts on so it was easy for him to slide off the white pants from my slim body. I covered my face with my hands to shield my blushing face. I felt like a whimpy boy who was scared to try anything. Danchou uncovered my face and kissed up my neck to my lips. "Relax Levi." He spoke gently and I closed my eyes taking a deep, shaky breath.