i got annoyed with how i wrote the texts before, idk why but i'll change it from now on
lia: tom called me and told me that you're acting weird. are you okay, leila? he said that you wouldn't sleep with him, so something is definitely wrong.
leila: do i love tom?
lia: of course you do, honey. you're best friends and you've known him ever since he was born, basically
leila: but do i LOVE him, lia?
leila: like, all of this shipping teila thing might have gotten to my head or something, because i've never doubted my feelings towards tom, because they've always been nothing more than platonic
lia: you lost your virginity to him, though
leila: yeah, because we were both scared that the one we would sleep with first would end up hurting us real bad, and people say that you'll always remember your first time so we wanted to do it with somebody we loved. therefore, tom and leila slept together
lia: you're really the only one who can know how you feel, leila
lia: i'm a teacher, i know this shit
lia: well, i'm supposed to know this shit
lia: besides, i haven't gone out on a date in like, three years
lia: i know nothing about romantic feelings
leila: yeah, but you went out and had fun with guys every now and then
leila: i haven't done anything like that since i was sixteen because i want to focus on my work
leila: but what if it wasn't because of work, what if it was because of tom?
leila: lia i'm freaking out
leila: what if i do love love tom
leila: i can't love love tom
leila: he doesn't love love me
leila: LIA I NEED THE SCARLET WITCH TO READ MY MIND OR SOMETHING
lia: she can do that? o.o
leila: I DON'T KNOW I DON'T REMEMBER
lia: leila, calm down
lia: this is probably a horrible idea, but why don't you try kissing someone else?
lia: yeah, that is probably a horrible idea
lia: try going on a couple of dates with people who are nothing like tom
lia: then, if you're lucky, you'll know
leila: i think i'll try something more drastic
lia: no, leila, don't
lia: leila?
lia: you're going to do it, aren't you?
lia: damn it leila
don't hate leila, she's just scared and confused
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ROMAN HOLIDAY || TOM HOLLAND
Fanfiction"I remember the fear in his eyes the first time we snuck into the city pool, it was awesome." "Shut up, Leila." In which castmates Tom Holland and Leila Maxwell have known each other since they were in diapers, but they had never been more t...
