Love & Destiny

Chapter 20: Love

WARNING: MATURE CONTENT IN THIS CHAPTER READ AT YOUR OWN RISK (AN: this is my first time writing that kind of chapter)

Gloria's POV
There he lays in the middle of the bed after a long night filled with emotions , I had finally told him the L word.
I didn't think after everything that's happened over the past two years that I could be able to tell him.
It finally made sense to me I love him , I love him since I was a kid, I love him when he hurt me , I left him when he gave up on me but in the end I loved him and I still do.
       Love isn't easy, I know that but I also know that life without love isn't a life.
I have lived a life without a father, without having someone to look up to other than my mother.
She left my dad, well he just started to fall out of love, he decided to cheat since he didn't want to leave me but I think that if he ever comes back Mom will take him back in a heartbeat just like I would if that ever happened between me and Elliot.
I guess the women of this family have a weak spot for love.

Elliot was murmuring stuff in his sleep yet it wasn't clear , I laid next to him tracing his face, his eyebrows, his lips, his nose, his dimples.
The house was empty, my mother went home, while Elliot's mom went to work. We were home alone.
Elliot woke up, when he found me next to him he smiled widely and said "you're still here?"
"Yeah, I am, i don't want to leave you" i said.
He got up and went to the bathroom , I sat there thinking about my talk with Ella after she told me that she and her boyfriend had done "it" after they said that I love yous. She told me it was amazing, she was so happy she was glowing
she said that she only did it because she knew that he was the one, Her forever is her current boyfriend.
I love Elliot , I want him to be my first and my last . he's the guy of my dreams.  I know that losing it before marriage was never my plan, but Elliott is special. And I think my virginity is going to prove to him how much I love him , tonight had to be the night.

He came back into the room and sat next to me on the bed in his grey sweat pants and a white T-shirt. I signaled him to come closer, he did.
"I think it's time" I said nervously
"What are you talking about ?" He asked
"I want to be yours, i want you to be my first time" i said
" Are you serious Gloria? You know this is a huge step in the next level of our relationship" he says.
" this isn't Elliot! Are step in the right direction! I want you to be my first! I love you only you ever touch me like this" i said
"Okay!" He said nervously "we'll do this "

He came close to me and stared into my eyes. His beautiful blue eyes looking for any hesitation in mine. I can feel myself  getting lost in those gorgeous blue eyes. He put his hand on my cheek and pulls my face to his, crashing his lips to mine.

His lips moving against mine, i put both my arms around his neck pulling him closer.My hands got tangled with his hair. The kiss became more passionate and addictive by the second. I started to feel a fire in my body, the excitement was becoming too much, we pulled away to breath as he started to leave wet kisses on my neck, his hands moving to the back of my dress,as he slid the zipper down causing my dress to fall to the ground, at my feet leaving me in my bra and panties.                                      He stepped away and looked at my body up and down. I couldn't take his stares anymore, i pulled him by his shirt lifting it over his head and exposing his muscular boy. His sun bathed skin, 6 pack abs that i wanted so desperately to touch. I heard him chuckle, no realizing that i have been looking at his body for a long time, blush appeared on my cheeks . I looked at his eyes, they were filled with love, passion and a hint of lust.

He came closer to me crashing his lips against mine all over again. My hands made their way to his sweat pants pulling them down not breaking the kiss as he stepped away from them. He pushed me backwards, i landed on his bed. He got on top of me, both his legs to my sides. The kiss kept getting hungrier by the minute. Then he pulled away and attached his lips to my neck and began kissing and biting. His lips made their way to the skin that connected my neck and my shoulder and he began sucking, biting and licking making a moan escape from my lips. I felt him smirk against my skin. He kissed me again and inserted his tongue into mine as we began fighting for dominance, which he won.He bit my lip making me arch my back as his hands sneaked to my back and unclipped my bra. He pulled it off my body and onto the floor with the pile that was next to the bed.

One of his hands went to my left boob as he started to squeeze it while his mouth was wrapped around my right nipple making me shake with pleasure. I put my hand on his neck and pulled him closer to me and started to lick and bite his earlobe which cause a moan to escape his lips before he continued to devour my boobs.

We were left in our underwears, i could feel him growing against me. I weakened to the point where i was able to flip us over, making me on top. He looked at me funny as i started kissing his neck. I went to his chest and started biting and sucking making sure to leave a love bite.

I went to his abs and started to lick them slowly, making it hard for him to breath. I felt power running in my veins.He flipped us over and went down to my panties  ripping them with his teeth. He slid his boxers to his ankles and kicked them off. He parted my legs and he inserted himself at my entrance. He looked up at me " Are you sure you wanna do this ? I can understand if you don't! It might hurt a little " He said nervously.

" Elliot!I trust you ! I want you ! Do it " I said. He nodded his head before entering me. I felt a deep pain in my vagina as he was entering me slowly. He stopped letting me adjust as i layed my head on his shoulder blinking the tears away, digging my nails into his back. "Are you hurt ?" he asked concerned.

I let out a shaky breath and said " Keep moving" . He nodded and started to pull in and out. Soon the pain turned into pleasure. Sweat was covering our bodies, as i screamed when he hit my g-spot for the first time. The room was filled with moans and we were both on cloud 9, our emotions were all over the place. 

" Baby! are you feeling anything ?" He asked 

" Yeah.... I feel like my stomach is on fire, like something wanting to be released" I replied.

with each second that passed i could feel myself getting closer, my toes started to curl, as i kept pulling Elliot's hair with one hand and scratching his back with the other. While he was trusting and gently biting any part that reached his mouth.  

Suddenly, i arched my back making my hips come in contact with Elliot's that  came forward so he could finish deeper inside me. We both came together as i let out  a loud scream of Elliot's name.

He kissed my forehead gently as he pulled out of me and layed beside me pulling the sheets over our naked bodies, our legs tangled, my head over his sweaty chest, his arms around me. 

"I love you Gloria! You are a part of me!" he said as we cuddled 

" I love you too. I would rather die than be away from you" I said. 

He smiled tiredly as we fell asleep that night in each other's arms hoping for a beautiful future.