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After the doorbell rang, you had no idea what to do. No one was supposed to be home or come over yet... The only question was, who was it? You quickly threw your shirt down over you side, wiped the tears away, and ran to get the door. Suddenly you realized that you realized that you forgot to bandage the cuts. There was no going back now. You opened the door, looking to see who it was.
"Hey, (y/n)!" Lizzie said as she looked up from her phone.
"You know the drill, come on in." you say as the walks through the door.
She sits down on your leather couch and you guys start talking about the norm. At least for you guys anyways. You try to get her into supernatural as she refuses. You talk about your favorite youtubers. She bugs you about your relationship with Logan as you playfully "punch" at her.
"Omg, (y/n)! I forgot I have to show you something that I found in my house!" She said as she grabbed your wrist pretty damn hard.
You felt very relieved that you didn't cut your wrists, but your hip. I mean it's not like anyone would want to be you boyfriend or girlfriend. Yet another thing you kept from everyone. You were bisexual. Your parents knew you were bi, but thats it.
The thing that Lizzie found was a couple of old family photos from like the 1900s.
She sadly left and once again you were alone. You didn't know what to do after she left. You decided to pull up skype and call your internet best friend, Erica. You two were the closest internet friends around. You were working on sending each other packages, and maybe even meet in the summer! She had no idea that you cut through...
After that, it was almost 9:00 pm. Your parents still weren't home. You went to your room and thought about how much of a horrible person you were. You had to go to bed soon, considering it was a school night after all. You never really thought about it though, and stayed up pretty late watching tv.
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Sorry for such a short chapter guys! Most of my chapters arent going to be incredibly long.
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Double Sided ( Dan Howell X Reader )
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