Double Sided ( Dan Howell X Reader )

Chapter 9

Ah, graduation time. The only, allow me to emphasize only, time you get invited to party. The only time the bookworm of yourself gets a little bit drunk. The only time when you don't fake the smile for hours on end. Hours of pain, and hours of guilt from not being honest with everyone. Washed away. Non-existent. True smiles. Basically, you were looking forward to graduation time for more than one reason.

You wake up to Tyler on the chair across the room, and you and Dan cuddling. You must have slept over accidentally. You would have gotten up and cut yourself, but you didn't have your blade with you. So, you went to the bathroom, and considering you didn't have a toothbrush, you washed your hands and used your finger. After that, you find Dan's comb and brush out the mess of half red, half (H/C) hair. You then go into the kitchen to ransack it for something to eat.

You start looking through cabinets, drawers, the fridge, you name it. You finally find some fruit and pancake mix and decide to make some blueberry pancakes. You hear Dan stir in the silence of 8:00 AM. "Wake up you silly sleepppyyyheaadd," you slur, attempting to imitate the youtube video of the unicorns.

"Whatever you are making, I'm putting you on master chef breakfast edition," Dan says, still groggy, his voice that sexy hoarse it is in the morning. You chuckle and blush, not being used to compliments. Then, apparently out of the "loud" commotion of you cooking pancakes and whispering to Dan, Tyler wakes up. "Soooooo, what're you two lovebirds talking about on this LUXURIOUS MORNING." Tyler basically screams.

"Tyler," I state, "there is a thing called neighbors. And the fact that it's 8:00 in the morning..."

His face goes colorless, and he starts busting out laughing "Oops..." You chuckle and roll your (e/c) eyes at his childish self. He ignores you and gets up and brushes out his hair whilst texting his girlfriend, Hazel. He gets up and leaves to go to his beautiful girlfriends house.

You and Dan text the group chat to see who wants to go shopping, yet only Warren and Kaelyn answer you. You go pick them up in the suburban neighborhoods in which they live in. You pull up, seeing them bickering about how "salty" Kaelyn is, and how "bitchy" Warren is being.

You push them into the car, having to put Kaelyn with Dan, and you in the back with Warren, for they would fight. Kaelyn keeps saying that you and Warren are just such a cute couple. You keep looking over at Dan, seeing his knuckles turning a pale white, gripping the steering wheel out of anger.

You pull up to the store, and spend hours on end bonding, and hold back Warren from fighting with Kaelyn. After you all get done with shopping, you bring them all back to their homes and get ready for the hell hole known as Monday.

♣Time skip♣

You wake up to the screeching of your alarm. You wake up and throw on some jeans and a mint green long sleeve shirt, because you're trying to stop yourself from wearing bracelets.

Your day goes normal until science and social and social studies, where you, Kaelyn, Hazel, Tyler, Warren, Katelyn, Maggie, and a new kid named Jason, are allowed to go away from class, into the library, and talk and work on your own. Some of the people in this group already knew that you cut. ( backstory on part 2 ) Basically everyone except for Katelyn and Jason. So, Hazel does not like the idea that you and Warren are such close friends. She always thinks that you two are going to date, even though she knows that you like, and are now dating Dan.

You were messing with Warren messing up his homework. Hazel comes over and says, "If you get with Warren, I'm going to slap you right on your cuts!"

You hide your face and start crying . "You cut?" says Jason.

"Yeah the attention whore cuts, Jason." Katelyn says, rolling her blue eyes and swishing her perfect blonde hair, that you'll never have.

"W-well, y-y-yeah..." you manage to stutter, tears rolling down your face.

"(y/n), come here..." Warren says, sorry in his hazel eyes. You're eyes don't know how to respond, yet you follow him into the hallway. He leads you around some twists and turns until they can't see or hear anything you are saying.

"Hey, it's ok, (y/n)! It's ok to cry..." he says

You take that into great consideration, and do as he says. You break down and sob into his shoulder. "Also, if ANYONE, and I mean anyone, says ANYTHING bad to you about you cutting, I will go off of them. And you've seen me mad." He says

"Thank you, Warren."