Double Sided ( Dan Howell X Reader )

Chapter 7

After having your old friends leave, you go two the bathroom and do your two nightly routines. The cutting, and your normal one. You grab a new rag, for your old one is stained everywhere from blood, and clean your arm. You then go to your room and doze off to sleep, watching Supernatural.

*Obvious Time Skip*

You wake up to your alarm, telling you to get ready for school. "I could miss a day. No one would notice. It'd make my old friends happy by them thinking I've killed myself. Something I should consider," you thought to yourself.

After a battle with your brain, you get up to get ready for school. You do your normal morning ritual, and then pick out some bracelets. You wear black ripped jeans, a galaxy P!ATD shirt, and your white converse high tops.

You don't eat, but grab your bag and walk outside to the bus stop. You obviously sit next to the cutie, also known as Dan. If only he would like you back...

Your school day goes as normal, except not having anyone to talk to for 99.9% of the day. Considering you has lost all of your friend except Katelyn and Danny Boy, you decided to talk to Tyler. You hadn't really ever talked before, but it was worth a shot.

You go up to him, talk about really random stuff, and get his number. Because you got his number and got really close that day, Katelyn teases you about him and says you should date him. Even though she knows you reallllyyy like Dan.

You have quite a few classes with Tyler. Math, band, science, and history. Same with Katelyn and Dan. You have a new friend circle now! You're proud of yourself now!

After school, you hang out at the park with Dan. You being stupid and silly around him because he just makes you that happy. Happier than anyone has before. It was in the middle of fall, so you had ran home and gotten your Washing D.C. hoodie. You got hot running around being a complete and total idiot, so you took it off, forgetting you didn't have any bracelets on.

You ran up to him and told him to sit down. Classic, mushy, adorable moment in those movies where the girls that are in love with their best friends (that don't know are liked back) and thank them for everything. Then they go to a cliff, cuddle in the cold fall evening, and watch the fall sunset. Of course all that wouldn't happen to the trash can I am. But whatever, back to the point.

So obviously he's a little worried because you told him to sit down out of nowhere. You say thanks to him for bringing you here and getting your mind off of everything that happened. ( I know that in the last chapter I put that you couldn't risk losing them, but I meant that you didn't want him going off on them) Dan blushes and gets all happy and smiley. Makes you get butterflies.

You go to hug him. He hesitantly hugs back and then makes you show him your arms. You start tearing up and so does Dan. You show it to him and his jaw drops down to the ground.

"Why? Why did you do this to yourself?!" Dan asks, choking on tears, with them streaming down his face.

"Because I deserve it! Everyone hates me and I'm ugly and fat and-"You say before Dan cuts you off.

"No you're not!! You're the most beautiful girl I know! I have no idea why I haven't told you this but I really like you!" He exclaimed.

"Dan... I... I've liked you ever since I met you!" I stuttered as I spoke, nervous as to what his response would be.

"Do you want to just go home and talk about all of this?" He asked

"Yes... yes I do."

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Ugh... I am so so so so so so soooo sorry I didn't update for like 50 years! I would say I've been busy... which I have... but mainly I just forgot about wattpad. I've also had writers block for a while and have been working on this chapter ever since. Sooo yeah. There is some more to this chapter, but I left my paper at home that had my plans on it. Right now I'm at school at a pep rally watching a student vs faculty basket ball game. So if I remember, I'll update and write the rest when I get home. Again sry m8 that I haven't updated lmao
~Abby