You woke up at around 6:30.
"Shit. I've gotta start getting ready!" You hear yourself say.
You quickly push yourself out of bed, and go into the bathroom. You lift your shirt just enough to see your cuts. You wrap them in gauze and continue through your morning. You brush your teeth and hair. You throw on some high waisted shorts and your Panic! At The Disco shirt. You quickly throw on your converse, get your bag and head out the door.
On the way to school, not to mention your parents aren't home STILL, you put on Twenty One Pilots all the way up in your car. You drive into the parking lot and park your car. You get out and see Logan walking with his usual group of friends, John, Will, Xavier, and Keith. Havjng not said anything to you since last Monday, ( Its Tuesday of the next week ), you knew something wasn't right. He'd never in your friendship / relationship
even told you that he loved you, even just playing around. You knew he didn't love you. Who would? That's why you adapted to Dan. HE was your guy best friend. HE was the one that new everything besides the depression. And HE was your only friend that knew you were bi. You were slowly losing Logan and you new it. Its a sad life. You walk quickly past Logan's group of friends, despite being called 'ugly' and 'fatso' and 'lesbo' and 'slut' and 'whore' and every bad name imaginable. Also, Logan hadn't called you anything but those and more.You felt pumped for some odd reason, so you decided to make Logan jealous, not thinking anything of it.
You quickly ran ahead if them, into the double doors, and found Dan. You gave him a signal to wait, because he started to walk towards you. The rest of your friends, Lizzie, Holly, and Shelby, stand hidden from view, knowing something is about to happen.
You, yourself motion for Dan to stand by the water fountain. Confused, he obeys. You then hide in a hall, waiting for the group to be in sight. Your friends, still curious, remain in the other hall. Once you see Logan and his friends, you dash out of the hall, acting confused, though you know exactly what you're doing! You act happy when you "spot" Dan, and run towards him, and jump in his arms. You give him a big hug, and he catches on once he sees Logan, looking stunned at what you've just done. You look back, and feel bad from the hurt look on his face. He had his arms out, stopping his friends. They are talking among themselves, shocked at what just happened. Your friends, also look shocked. They think you are still in love with Logan and that hes still in love with you. Dan is once again the only person that knows the truth of whats going on. You hop off of him, looking very accomplished.
"OHMYGOD (y/n), I am so sorry I didn't get the chance to talk to you yesterday, I was very busy during and after school! First day struggles ya know?" He apologized, letting his acting skills shine to you. He stared into your (e/c) eyes. It gave you butterflies when he looked at you, much less right now!
"I MISSED YOU SO MUCH, DAN!" You exclaim.
You walk happily, hand in hand out of sight over to your group of friends.
"OH EM GEE, (y/n)!! DID YOU JUST DO WHAT I THINK YOU JUST DID?!" Holly exclaimed, wayy too loud.
"Well," you start, only to be interrupted by Dan.
"Maybe it is, maybe it is not. Whatever floats your boat. But they truth is it was a prank." Dan explained.
"Oh, I thought all hell was about to break loose!" Lizzie giggled with Shelby and Holly working out what just happened.
Your day goes by just as normal as ever, and as you start walking home, you hear your name being dragged out as said.
"Who in the bloody hell is calling my name like that?" You thought to yourself, only to have your train of thought derailed by the sound of feet running across grass and then sidewalk.
You look behind you and see one of the most terrible thing...
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Oh, look a cliffhanger! You guys must love me so much right now! Jk your love is prob like Logan's bc who likes cliff hangers? But oh well, got a pretty long chapter in so im proud of that!
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Double Sided ( Dan Howell X Reader )
FanficThis will be a Dan x reader fanfic and will be 90% your perspective. ( Obvi not exactly who do you think I am? ) It will be written in 2nd person. It is about you having depression and hiding it from everyone. Then you meet Dan and some things chang...