Never Been In Love

He's Not Who He Says He Is

I was getting ready for Lucas' party Since it was finally Saturday, a week since he invited me to come. I was extremely nervous, I am not the party type. I choose a cute outfit, a black crop top, and high waisted shorts, paired with some converse. I straightened my hair, put on my makeup and headed off to Lucas' place. 

It was already 10''00 when i finally made it to his place, and when I got there the place was already trashed. Music was blasting, beer bottles everywhere, I already knew I was going to hate this. I pushed through the crowd of people, keeping my eye out for Lucas.  I almost tripped over beer bottles multiple times, but I finally found Lucas, and walked over to him, I sighed in relief. 

"Hey Beautiful" He slurred and I could smell the Alcohol in his breath. 

"Hey" I said, I wish I could leave but I promised Lucas I would come soo... 

"Have a drink" He said and shoved a beer in my face, but I pushed it away. 

"No, I don't drink" I said.

"Just drink it!" He growled. I was shocked, is he forcing me to do something I don't want to. 

"No" I hissed. 

"Come on. It's not that bad" He growled. I just don't want it, is that so bad?

"No" I said and he got annoyed. 

"Fine, Whatever I'll be right back" He mumbled and walked off leaving me by myself. 

I was all by myself in this crowed room, and I didn't know anyone. I should have invited Kallie to come with me or something, but i haven't seen or talked to my friends since dating Lucas. Lucas never lets me leave his side, he's very controlling. I really missed my friends. 

"Hey Sexy: Some drunk guy yelled at me. 

"Ew" I shrieked and walked off trying to find Lucas again, since he was the only person I knew here. 

I found Lucas again, he was surrounded  by a group of guys, and was chugging a beer. 

"Lucas" I shrieked. He looked over at me and rolled his eyes. 

"What?" He said as I approached him. 

"I think, I'm going to leave, this just isn't my scene" I said. I just couldn't do it, I've been here for an hour and already hate it. 

"No, You can't You're my girlfriend" He shrieked. 

"I just don't want to be here, I'm leaving" i said and began to walk away but he grabbed onto my wrist. 

"No, You're staying" Lucas Growled. He gripped onto my wrist even tighter, and it began to really hurt.

"Lucas, Stop. Let Me go!" I yelled, and got my wrist free. I began to walk away, but he grabbed my arm and swung me around and next thing you know he slapped my right across the face. 

"You're fucking staying" He yelled. My face was burning, he slapped me pretty hard, scary the shit out of me. 

"Alright" I mumbled. I just wanted to go home, but now I couldn't. 

"Now come on babe let's go upstairs and have some privacy" He said, and grabbed my wrist and dragged me upstairs. 

I didn't know where he was taking me and I didn't like it. This is not what I am used to, Lucas isn't the same person. We walked into his room, and he slammed the door shut behind us. He pushed me onto the bed, and I started freaking out. Nope, this can't be happening. 

"Lucas, What are you doing?" I shrieked. 

"Come on, we've been together for a month now, I've been dying to see what's underneath all those clothes" He mumbled, and pinned me to the bed, and tried taking off my shirt. 

"LUCAS STOP" I yelled. I was not going to let this happen. 

"It;s not going to be bad, I promise" He laughed, trying to to take my shirt off again, and this time was a little more aggressive, but I pushed him off of me. 

I looked at him with fear in my eyes. He looked furious with me, anger was building in his eyes, and that's when he slapped me once more, and this time it hurt tens time more. Tears started streaming down my face. 

"Don't cry, we are just going to have some fun" he laughed. 

"I want to leave" I yelled. He chuckled. 

"You're not fucking leaving, you're my fucking girlfriend, so you do what I tell you" He yelled and threw me to the ground. At this point I was so scared of what he was going to do to me. 

I couldn't find any words to say, I was freaking out and I was just so scared. I always knew Lucas was controlling but he's never been this bad before. Lucas physically hurt me and I no longer felt safe but I kept trying to tell my self, he's just drunk, he doesn't mean to do this. 

He shoved a beer in my hand, and forced me to drink it. He yelled at me and I had to finish it. Once I finished one beer, her forced me to drink another, he kept forcing me to have more and next thing you know I blacked out.