Second Chance. (Ultimate Dream Sequel - Zak Bagans Fan Fic)

Shattered Glass.

                  (Chapter written from Leigh's POV)

I've been out of the world for a few days and when Tilly finally noticed me I wanted to cry. With her and Zak becoming stronger I'm beginning to fade, I was slowly loosing my mind and I thought to myself if I really wanted this to happen? I was starting to get sick knowing that i'll soon leave Zak permanently.

I caused that argument.

I made Tilly lash out.

And I potentially built Zak's wall up even more.

Little did Zak know I was following him round his house after Hurricane Tilly came through and lashed out, he was confused and hurt he didn't know what was going on. He started to grunt then he'd start speaking but not making much sense. I touched his shoulder hoping he'd feel me.

"Don't touch me Leigh!" He growled loudly making me pull away from him. "Who is Jane?"

I was too weak to speak but even if I could I wouldn't have spoken, I was being caught out.

"How can you expect me to be miserable for my entire life! You left me remember, you chose to die! You refused treatment and now you're not allowing me to move on. FUCK!" He picked up a vase and threw it at the wall sending down 4 photos of us.

I couldn't see anything other than red coming from Zak and I knew I had to stop it. He was becoming violent, he brought a broom out and started to smash more photos.

"You've broken my heart to shattered pieces and I still manage to love you completely." He whispered as he picked up the photo from the glass.

It was a photo from our wedding, how happy we looked and how everything back then was so much easier. I was alive and Zak wasn't in this much pain.

He needs to take these shattered pieces and use them to build bigger and better dreams and I'm going to have to live with it. I made choices that I knew were going to hurt people but I refused to think of anyone else's feelings. I was selfish and now I was being selfish to that man I love, a man who needed love.

From the beginning Zak and I we were made of glass, we'd never last and we both knew it.

"Dude!" The front door slammed open and Aaron ran across the main room to Zak's aid, I didn't notice he had blood leaking down his hand. "What happened?"

"I can't do this! It fucking hurts!" Zak sobbed to Aaron and hugged him tight. He was a broken man.

"C'mon Zak lets go out, let's get you outta here. We'll get Cc to clean this mess." He picked Zak up and took him away.

I stood in the middle of this beautiful house in a room where love was once held but now tragedy was known.

It was around 2am and I was watching Tilly restlessly sleep, her poor body not being able to rest after he big day. I knew she felt immense regret after leaving Zak's but what episode she feel of she'd known what went down after, that I caused her to lash out like this?

I needed to explain to Tilly who I was, she needed to know the truth.