lifetimes。yoonseok

eighteen

something was odd,

i could feel it.

and it bothered

me so much

that it woke me up.

(i wished that i didn't

open my eyes, though.)

you were not lying

there beside me.

(where were you?)

i think i almost tore

your house down

trying to find

you.

my heart was

hammering hard 

inside my chest, and i

keep saying the

same words

over and over

again under my breath 

as i opened

every room in

your house,

desperate for your presence.

"stay. staystaystay."

but the house

was quiet,

i couldn't

hear you

breathing.

"n-no! give us

more time—fuck!"

(they took you away,

didn't they?)