lifetimes。yoonseok

twenty

the next

two lifetimes

that came,

i couldn't find

you at all.

you were not

the faces among

the crowd

whenever i walked home.

you were not the

person sitting in

the corner of a coffee

shop with a book

opened under your

nose.

you were not them.

i remembered

feeling helpless

and scared.

i longed

for your smell,

your eyes,

your voice,

your laugh,

and your

smile.

i am in

my seventh

lifetime now,

and my name

is hanuel.

like the

sky, supposedly

blue and beautiful

but instead, i'm

cloudless and dull.