I TAKE IT BACK

NIGHTMARE WITHIN

darkness...then your mother's eyes stare deep into your hazel eyes.her lips part only to choke up blood as she speaks weakly...why??you slings herself forward grasping your neck between her skinny fingers.she squeezes and squeezes as tears of blood stream done her cheek.then it goes black again.a faint glow appears and you see a small figure curled up next to the cliff rocking back and forth.as you approach your footsteps echo softly.the figure turns his head revealing zachary.he reaches his frail hand out to you and you try to hold it.your draged to the ground by the bastard who ruined you.your father looks at zach and shoves his done the never ending cliff.zachs eyes look at you with such sadness...as if to say you didn't save me once again.you cry and try to swing your fists at your father but then his body disapears.so your left crying and punch pure air.then the voices come shouts screams...zach's soft voice yelling for help turn to hateful curses in your name.he screams I saved your sorry ass and you couldn't do the same I dated a worthless peice of shit he yells.then zachs vouce turns into a whine sayig how could you as if he was dissapointed rather than hates you.your tears start falling rapidly you tryed to speak but it comes out in stutters...i-i tried I s-swa-.zach quickly cuts you off with a hushed voice...if you tried I would be here if you tried I would still be in your arms.YOU DIDN'T TRY YOU LET ME GO ONCE AGAIN!you reach out into the darkness crying out his name.you whisper sorrys and curses.your neck starts to choke up and your breathing starts to stop.you feel hot breath against your neck and spell the scent of alchol burning your nose.the air starts to reak with the scent of smoke and you realize who it is.the bastard that took zach from you again.the one that makes you feel worthless the one that rapes and beats you until your just a balled up body in the corner.he whispers softly...I'm not the only one who thinks your worthless even your own faggot boyfriend sees the true you.which is a worthless peice of shit that I sadly is sadly my blood.hot tears burn your eyes and you feel his words being drilled into your brain.m-maybe he's right.he let's go of your throat and punches your cheek.you double over crying in pain.then your mother comes towards you red blood staining her pearly white hands.she starts to stroke your cheek and pulls you in for a hug.you cry on her shoulder and wrap your arms around her.she drops her arms to her side and reaches in her pocket pulling out a sharp knife.she forcefully pushes it into your back.you loudly shriek for her to stop and all she says is...you are the reason I'm dead you made me wanna kill myself...YOU!you fall to the floor with the knife still lodged in your back.zach mom and the bastard close in on you repeatedly cursing you and spitting out hurtful names.you wake up shouting I KNOW I KNOW I FUCKING KNOW!!!your breathing is at high speed and your face dripps a mix of tears and sweat.turning your head to the clock you see its 2:00 am..you lay your head back and curse out softly.i-i just can't deal with school today I c-cant you whine.b-but I h-have to g-go.you burrow your head in your pillow trying to forget the dream.this one might have been the worst but they would only get worse from here.your eyes drift away to a sleep of darkness.no more nightmare just sleep and torturous silence.