Childish love

Broken

Chapter 9:

Cassandra's POV:

Louis is a freaking idiot! seriously, he can't come in here and be all like, 'yeah your boyfriend has been blackmailing me and he's rude.' Like no.

I was know at home.

And my emotions changed a lot tonight,

I went from mad to happy to hungry to sad.

I was crying in my bed. "i lost my best friend" I said to no one in particular "i'm better off without him!" i kept telling myself

I knew they were all lies.

Lies.

Lies.

Lies.

I missed Louis and I haven't even gone 12 hours without him.

I wonder how he's feeling? relived? stressed? happy? sad?

He's probably just glad i'm not longer a bother to him anymore. I can live without him right?

Yeah I can.

No I can't...

I just cried more.

I'm going to miss fizzy and Lottie. ughhh

I'm a mess.

It's time to sleep. I can barley keep my eyes open. the only thing that is, is the tears.

I've lost Louis.

~Louis POV~

I woke up the next morning feeling well horrible.

I miss her.

I thought a lot last night. i woke up probably 20 times. and through those times, I thought. about Cassandra. I realized something. what? you ask I realized..

I'm in love with Cassandra.

I thought all night. 'no i can't be no'

But I do.

She hates me so i need to get over her...move on.

When i'm sad i sing. so i did

'When I fall down,

I wish you were there to pick up the pieces,

But you're not,

You're gone

I think I love you,

But you're gone

Everyday,

I think,

How could this be any worse?

I need you now,

But your gone'

I sang out loud

People -well my mom- say I have a good voice. i think I do but not a great voice.

My sisters have suggested i go on the show X-Factor , i'm not sure i'm good enough for that though..

I was in a day dream when I got a text message...

~Cassandra's POV~

I got up this morning I barley slept. i woke up a thousand times...ok I'm over dramatic a lot..ok?

I went to the bathroom only to be disgusted by my tear stained face. i'm a mess. I should get help.

I decided to get dressed and do something with this beautiful Saturday note the sarcasm.

I went through all my clothes searching for something to wear.

I saw my navy blue t-shirt and my ripped jeans.

I put on my jeans and went to grab my shirt when I realized it wasn't mine...it was Louis.

I remember why he left this shirt!

~flashback~

"Hey Louis!" I said I was so exited for tonight

"Hey Cassy!" he said

Tonight we were hanging out watching a movie and he's staying the night I'm so excited!

We watched Greese, out favourite movie! and had popcorn.

"Hey i'm going to take a shower, ok?" he said

"Yeah sure, use the one in my room." i said

He nodded and went up stairs.

~~~

After about 10 minutes i decided to go up stairs and see whats taking him so long.

I walked up the stairs and through the hallway and up to my door.

I turned the knob and opened it to see a shirtless Louis.

I stood there in shock. his abs, his cute little tummy. i stood there in shock just staring.

"Like what ya see?" he said

"Yea- I mean uh s-sorry i w-was just coming to uh see what-s um taking you so uh long...?" I stuttered

"So you do like what you see?" he asked smirking

"Well truthfully...yes..." I blushed looking down

"I like what I see also." he said

I blushed even more

He walked up to me and looked me in the eye "you're adorable." He said

~flashback over~

Yes I liked Louis a bit, but what ever it was a crush only a crush.

A stupid little pointless crush.

~Louis POV~

It was Seth

Great.

Perfect.

Note the sarcasm.

I read it.

Louis, Louis, Louis, this had better be the last time you ever talk to her again. this is a warning. smartin up and don't try to take away my girlfriend! grow up! what did i tell you? oh yeah...SHE WON'T BELIEVE YOU!!!! so I'm right like always. -Seth

Ugh I hate him. so freaking much.

A/N

Hey, sorry to keep you all waiting.

What do you think?

Lol little bit of louandra (Louis and Cassandra)

I haven't eaten since lunch yesterday and its 3:00 PM now lol

-Hannah is starving