*Morning*
My alarm went off at 5:00am. I crawled out of my bunk and changed into a sports bra and running shorts, even though I stopped playing soccer I still want to stay fit. If I don’t then my metabolism with catch up with me like when I was younger. I came out of the bathroom making sure not to wake anyone up. When I went outside girls and the pap were already out on the sidewalks, I told some of our body guards that I’m going for a run and they accepted. I decided to run around the perimeter of the stadium and maybe talk with some of the girls that have been waiting outside probably all night.
Once I started running I felt free, the crisp air blowing in my face, the feeling of the cement under my shoes, I could drown all of my thoughts out with my music blasting in my ears. A lot of the people were still asleep. I came across a couple of teenage girls leaning up against the fence on their laptops. I snuck up behind them.
“Boo” I said, they jumped and cursed. When they turned and saw me, they froze.
“Hi” I waved
“H-Hi” the one with blonde hair stuttered.
“You’re Jess Casper” the other one said
“That’s me” I laughed and took my headphones out letting them dangle around my neck. One of them took her camera out and began to film me.
“Do either of you have a twitter?” I asked, they nodded. I got my phone out and let them type in their names. I followed the both of them.
“What are yalls names?”
“I’m Taylor and that’s Katie” the blonde one said
“Nice to meet you, feel free to ask me anything, I actually need practice, i will start having interviews soon” I said, they laughed. I sat down Indian style facing them.
“Well I have to ask you, are you and niall dating!?” Katie, the one holding the camera asked.
“No mam! I’m assuming you saw the picture Lou posted” I asked, they nodded.
“I would ship you guys, Ness. I think that’s your ship name.” Taylor said.
“I think so, I saw it on twitter afew times last night, but, thanks it’s nice to hear a compliment from a Directioner” I subconchusly said
“Sorry about the hate, some of us are just very protective” Katie said
“It’s fine, sometimes it gets to me but at least I know you two like me” I laughed.
They asked me a few more questions and I continued my run, by the time I was done the pap was fully loading on the pictures, as I chugged down a water bottle the boys came out in their pajamas. When the 1D boys came out they just kinda starred at me. Then I remembered I’m wearing a sports bra and I’m probably sweating. I rolled my eyes.
“How long have you been up?” harry asked. I haven’t thought of what happened last night. Niall and harry both like me. Harry sleeps with a lot of girls. Calum told niall about my childhood, Niall told harry,and Niall wants to protect me. It’s all too much, I tried to avoid it the best I could but when I saw both of them my mind was torn.
“Uh, I just ran a few miles but I woke up at five” I breathed still trying to get my heart rate back to normal.
“Wow” he said, I nodded and got back on the bus, after taking a quick shower I changed into skinny jeans, a jack Daniels Tank top, and black vans. I dried my hair and straightened the newly blonde color, still something to get used to, but I think I like it. After some make up done by Lou I walked quickly over to the new stadium were playing in tonight and joined the boys for breakfast.
“You look nice” Luke said when I came in, they all sat at a big table with donuts and coffee.
“You look tired” I said, all of the boys were wearing the normal band t-shirt and skinny jeans. Well, that’s kinda what I wear to… don’t judge. I sat next to niall, my only choice. He smiled at me, I gave him one back.
“Are you ready for the show today” Louis asked.
“I’m still kind of scared to be honest” I said.
“You shouldn’t be” niall said
“Easy for you to say, you’ve done millions”
“But their just people” zayn laughed
“It’s still weird to have a camera on me though, I went for a run this morning and everyone was taking pictures, I was just running!” I said
“Their interested in our lives” Liam shrugged
“You’ll get used to it” Louis said
“I know the boys like it” I laughed looking out a big window where we can see everything, Ashton, Michael and Calum are signing and talking with people at the fence, enjoying the attention.
“it won’t be like that for long, trust me” Liam said
“What do you mean?”
“Well don’t get me wrong I love our fans, it’s just, it’s nice to have some space sometimes. It’s hard to go out without being noticed and rumors being spread.”
“Oh, that does seem…hard” I said.
“Whoa, whose boards are those?” Luke asked pointing over to the couch where 5 skate boards were piled up.
“Oh those are ours, do you guys ride?” Louis asked
“Yea all the time, I left mine at home” I said in a sad childish voice.
“Sucks to suck, I brought mine!” Luke ran out of the room and Louis, Liam, and zayn ran with him getting their boards on the way.
“Cmon” Niall said getting up.
“Where are we going?” I asked following him.
“We are going to get you a board” he said
“Niall I don’t need one, I can just use harrys until he gets back from his date” I said. he shook his head.
“Lets go” he took my hand in his and dragged me out the door.
