“You’re done, go change sweetie” Lou said finishing my hair and makeup, I gave her a quick hug and ran over to the dressing room. I just decided on dark skinny jeans, an MTV crop top and teal vans. I have like an hour before show and I don’t feel like going out early so I just danced around to my music blasting in the room.
“She can dance!?” Louis yelled. I turned to the door where the 9 boys stood stunned. I didn’t even know I was dancing well. I just thought I was jumping around.
“We didn’t know she could dance like that” Luke said, I shrugged and kept dancing.
“Do you have like different dances for songs” Liam asked
“Sometimes I can remember choreography but usually I just make up my own or just go off of my head” I said.
“Show us” Zayn insisted
“No, I haven’t danced in forever” I said
“Please just one that you remember”
“For us”
“Please” they all begged,
“Okay okay but just once” I rolled my eyes. I searched through my phone until I found an old routine,
___like a boy Chachi Gonzalez______
Dancing again felt amazing actually. I felt a rush like I wanted to perform again, well I kinda am. But dance again. I drank down some water and the boys ‘praised me’.
“You seriously are really good” Luke said
“I was rusty but thanks” I said
“We’re going to make you dance again” Zayn said.
“I figured as much” I shrugged. I left the room so the boys could change. I got an alert on my phone, vine, Harry posted a fucking vine of me dancing. I’m going to kill him.
“Harold styles” I said storming into the dressing room. I looked around at all of the boys in their boxers, I awkwardly laughed.
“Fancy seeing you here” Harry said. I looked at his bare upper body, more toned than I thought he would be.
“Uh- I was going to yell at you for posting this video of me dancing but…im just gonna leave” I said
“It was just 6 seconds jess, they didn’t see the whole thing” he said
“I’m sorry I can’t take any of you seriously right now” I laughed looking around at their stupid patterned boxers.
“5sause, ill see yall on stage, as for the rest of you-“I ran out of the door leaving them laughing. I grabbed my guitar and tuned it quickly. Soon enough the boys ran out all dressed and ready. We ran out on stage together.
We played a couple of songs and then heartbreak girl came along. When my guitar solo came I heard a majority of people boo. I tried to hold back tears but few fell. Michael took over the solo and Calum ran over to me.
“Hey look at me” he said lifting my chin up.
“Did I mess up?” I cried
“No you were perfect, just ignore them okay” he wiped the tears from under my eyes and gave me a hug.
I nodded and continued playing the rest of the song. When it was over Michael and Luke made sure I was okay, I just told them I’m fine. Obviously I’m not, what did I do wrong. I’m going to ruin this for the boys; I shouldn’t be in this band. I’m just going to make our fan base go down not up.
“Good Night London” Ashton yelled. I rushed off stage.
“Jess is you okay?” Someone caught my shoulders making me stop running, I nodded.
