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Something worthy from something bad

When I was 5 years old, my mother walked out on my sister( her being not more than a couple months old) and I. I HATE her for that.
She stayed out of my life till I was about 10, and she came back but never moved in. I didn't want her to I admit, but still that hurts that she didn't care. I blame her boyfriend.
Well, when I was twelve, she decided to give me a teddy bear for valentines day. I had always loved teddy bears since I was very little and I was stunned that she remebered that. That night I slept with that teddy bear and actually had dream about my little kid self with her when I loved her. And I actually woke up happy.
I still own this teddy bear ( tobisunas, as I named him) and it sitting I my arms as I type this; I bet you wondering why I'm telling you this, huh? Well, it's because my mother was someone who no longer deserved my love and affection, but that bear gave me the pieces if her I wanted back. The love I remember,the caringness, and the sheer happiness I felt; I had it all back. The most worthy gift, from the most unworthy person.